desperate witty owl's stories

Then and now.

2011-06-24T02:20:00.005+08:00

It has been more than a year since i last blogged.

Then i was a student who went in class late most of the time;
now i'm a teacher who goes in class on time most of the time.

Then i was a student who kiasuly did her assignments all the time;
now i have a bunch of students who refuse to do their homework.

Then i thought the lectures were super boring;
now my students think my class is boring -.-

Then i went for movies whenever i wanted;
now the cinema is in far away land.

Then i walked to class even though it took me 15 min;
now i drive to school even though i could just take a 5 min walk.

Then i used to take tons of jumping shots;
now i just want to shoot down students (sometimes ;P )

Then my mum said my driving was crazy;
now the students drive me nuts.

Then i used to spend me time in Midvalley (MV);
now i hang out in Queensbay (QB).

Then i jogged at bukit expo;
now i hike at bukit Jambul.

Then i attended FSCC;
now i attend EPCC (Excel Point Community Centre).

Then i tapau-ed food everyday;
now i cooked almost everyday. *bangga*

Then i was counselled;
now i do counseling.

Then i wore pants on weekday and skirts on weekends;
now it's the other was round.

Then i had ton of midnight walk and talks;
now i have tons of midnight meditating. (hah!)

Then i carried counseling book everywhere;
now i carry and read Sejarah Tingkatan 1.

Then i spoke English most of the time;
now i speak super cacated Mandarin most of the time.

but some things never change,

Then i slept late;
now i sleep late as well :)

and God is still super duper AWESOME and faithful :) :) :)

2010 is really here!

2010-01-04T14:02:00.001+08:00

It is still a bit hard for me to believe, it's already 2010
It felt like I sat into time machine and transported to year 2010

Year 2009 was very intense for me
counseling sessions. frustration. marketing class. class till 11pm. passed away. fought. choices. silent. mild stoke. kena scolded. confused. scary stories. the neither here or there feeling. hopes unclear. felt cheated. unable to cry. vomit. more friends graduated. not enough rest. micro teaching. shocking news. sad. unfit.

but it was a super memorable and exciting year as well
cheh cheh graduation. impacted. redang. turtles. slept on the beach under millions of stars. g-force. playground. sabah. elim church children camp. mulu. super huge blue black. maswings. appreciated. played in the rain. airasia. rainbow. mas. inspired. sarawak. speedboat. sleepover in LCCT. flying fox.caves. canopy walk. learn to love. snorkeling. prank. walkwalkwalk. new tv. mount kinabalu. life changing. longest hair ever. sat on airplane with friends. manukan island. tried weird food. Cameron. bitten by leeches. sterling condo. giant trampoline. melaka food tour. miri. flight delay. best cendol. friends. PD. rode on ostrich. hugged a baby monkey. met a super chatty parrot. caving. IK friendship camp 2010. kuala terengganu. surprising results. bats. zorbing again. hangout. breakthrough. astro.

looking back, i realized i seriously traveled quite a lot in 2009
hopefully, more to come in 2010 =P

Have a super nice 1st monday of 2010 =)

31.12.2009

2009-12-31T14:39:00.000+08:00

last day of 2009
time flies faster than the jet plane

2009 was awesome like roller coaster ride
there were parts i just wanna the ride to end, and some i just hope it would be longer
how i wish i could control time

too much to jot it down as i reflect what had happened in 2009
but then one thing i know for sure, God is still very good indeed.

He is still super faithful after all this years
He is still very powerful despite of our economic situation
He is still loving unconditionally despite of the fights that is happening

Happy New Year!
May 2010 be a super duper wonderful year for you!! =D

have you seen my baby blue comb?

2009-11-04T23:15:00.004+08:00

the beginning of the semester, i bought 2 combs.
a baby pink and baby blue comb.

from the 1st to the 7th week of the semester, kedua-dua comb ambil giliran to hilangkan diri.
by the 8th week of the semester, both combs seriously really hilangkan diri or kena kidnapped. yang tu, aku tak pasti. i didn't log a police report.

so on the 10th week of the semester, i bought a brand new baby blue comb.
after i used my precious baby blue comb, i faithfully put it back at the few places-
in my stationary mug, on the bed, or on the study table.
i didn't bring out my comb or put inside the handbag like most gals would.

then by the 12th week, my freaking baby blue comb went missing until now.
i have no idea where it went but i came out with few possibilities.

my very innocent looking roomie stole it to comb the cats' fur
the army of ants in room carried back to their home to fan their queen.
the elves took it while i was asleep and used it as the roof at far away land. they wanted their roof to be all blue instead of pink and blue so they took the 3rd comb away too.
the guy who came into the room to repair the socket slipped my comb into his pocket when i wasn't looking.
my hair dislike the comb so the comb was eaten by my hair.
my comb evaporated and hilang in the air.
the mozzies destroyed my comb coz every time i comb my hair, mozzies no long can stay comfortably in my super thick hair.
the dainty fairy loaned my comb to comb her golden silky hair and refused to returned it.
the prince climb up to the 4th floor and took my comb away as a gift to Rapunzal.
Micheal Scofield from Prison Break jumped out of my laptop and took my baby blue for Sara Tancredi

and teory yang paling tak mungkin is i misplaced my comb or my comb tercicir.
tak mungkin ok! hmmmp...

have you seen my baby blue comb?

ps: wow... i can really crap ;)

last day

2009-10-23T02:47:00.003+08:00

yesterday was the last day of class together with all my course mates.

i woke up with the intention to absorb every single tiny bit of experience being in the class with my 4 years course mates.

however,

i didn't say my goodbyes to anyone of them as i was busy doing last minute work.
i didn't write any thank you note for anyone as i didn't think time would fly so fast or maybe i do not want to face the reality.
i didn't hug anyone even though i knew that it might be the last time i see some of them until graduation
i didn't make effort to get anyone contact as i made the excuse that facebook will connect us.
i didn't take initiative to date them for i am afraid it would make me feel reluctant to leave uni life.
i didn't hang out in any of their rooms lately because i sensed they are redrawing themselves and i didn't want them to feel worse about leaving uni.
i didn't make any cards and fill it up with encouraging words because i need encouragement too to leave uni and step into the awesome plan He has path it for me.

Ouch! Time really flies faster than a jetplane.
Please come back. Can you?

Truly, i like the combination of my coursemates.
In my class, we have the crazy laughing gang, the religious ones, the happy-go-lucky people, the nerdy study hard students, the don't care-don't know friends, the political correct candidates, the MUST be happy all the time humans, the clowns, the creation from out of the world, the ones who are 'kurang matang', the super poyo guys, the jokers and the list goes on...

Gee... i simply love seeing the quirkiness of my coursemates.
many times, i wish i could squeeze and hug them like a soft toy.

Oh, what a joy to be entertained by the drama in class from the corner of the lecture hall.
I guess each one of them made my days in uni a little more special in their own uniqueness.

What a blessing to be in the same class as them.
one day i shall list down the reasons i like my class. i'm sure it would be a super long list =)

What an awesome journey! the long yet short journey in UPM

oh btw, i am not graduating. i have another semester to go.

wow talk about graduation.
i still have another assignment to do before my final if not i could bid my goodbye to graduation.

wish me the best for my finals and don't forget to tell me that i'm a genius if you do bump into me. haha!
have an super awesome weekend while i gear up for my finals.

A walk in the rain

2009-10-21T15:35:00.003+08:00

I just took a short walk in the rain.

I was in the library checking emails and facebook-ing. When I decided to walk back, I just realized it was raining. Oh, I love rainy day. I couldn’t wait to walk under the rain but suddenly I was reminded pesanan mak, “take care of yourself ar...”

Oh ok, so I called my friend if she could pick me up but she was not available. See, I made effort but memang takdir for me to walk under the rain. So dengan excited and gembira-nya, I began my walk from the library to my hostel.

I passed by pak guard who looked at me with the are-you-mad-look. I looked up the sky, it was so majestic. Later, I passed by a few more girls holding pretty umbrellas. As I walked, the wind blew and puddles of water here and there. Oh the kid in me couldn’t help it but made the biggest splash from the puddles. Oh I love it. Thank goodness, the street lights were dimed and no one could identify me.

Aha… I continued to climb the UPM canggih overhead bridge. I thought of my day.

My day began by waking up late for class. I blamed the super mad 3.30am fire drill in kolej for my inability to wake up earlier =P While rushing to class, my favourite lecturer said, “I looked different.” Aha, it was the first time she spoke to me outside of the classroom. It made my day a little more special. I dislike being late for classes but since I’m studying in Malaysia which has her own set of time, I wasn’t late for today’s class. In fact, I was just on time. I enjoyed the class and I gained much through it. Thank God for awesome classes that makes learning an enriching experience.

Later, I met up with a 9 years old boy to play with him for an hour. At first, I felt a little cacated and hesitant. For the first 10 minutes, he was a little uneasy. He making sure I was feeling ok. He kept asking me to sit properly and asked me what I wanted to do. Aw… so sweet of him. He made sure I understood the movie that he was watching. Instead of allowing me to watch, he explained to me. His stories line jumped faster than a frog but surprisingly I understood him. He even asked me to paraphrase what he said -.-'' He was aware of how the deaf and mute speaks. Oh, very observant of him. He constantly asked me if I believe what he said. As assuring as I could, I said, “yes.” Of and on, he would play with my hair just like I would. After awhile, I asked him why he did that. He replied cheekily, “to make you happy.” I was super -__-'' of cause. Later, he decided to teach me to play his computer games. At first, we were playing pipeline. He made sure I wasn’t bored just looking at him play. Thus, we took turns to play and said that I was improving well -.-'' after few rounds, we played other games. Every 5 minutes, we played a different game that he was skillful at but it wasn’t the case for me. He had a hard time typing his name in the high score list. Again, we took turns to identify the letters on the keyboard. He seriously made sure I had an equally chance as him in everything that he did. Such a considerate boy!

After that, he decided that to massage my palms. Oh, he got strong and firm hands. It was so good until he decided to give a strong punch on my left arm. Ouch! Kids seriously love to punch me. I have no idea why. His punishment for punching was 15 seconds of tickle. Hehehe... Time flies. Soon, play time was up. I said my goodbye in a hurry and he asked me come back again but I could not. I felt a little bad that I didn’t tell him beforehand. I said my really last goodbye and asked him to work hard. Oh yes, what a meaningful hour. He made me realized I still like to play with kids.

Back to my walk in the rain. Finally, I was almost reaching my hostel. My guy course mate passed me by with his bike and gave me the look the pak guard gave me. Quickly, I walked in my block and bumped into my junior who gave me the what-happened-to-you-look. I must be looking quite ridiculous. I was pretty drenched.

But, you know what?

I had a great walk in the rain! =)

lately

2009-10-15T15:45:00.001+08:00

lately,

i tend to teringat super random stuff.
i teringat the boy who stole my chipsmore from my tupperware during kindy!!
i teringat Su Min's chocolate ice-cream dropped from the cone when she took her 1st lick!!
i teringat of the uncle who sells air cincau in my secondary school!!
i teringat the tree with roots macam chicken feet in my primary school!!
i teringat the chicken rice ball served during kindy!! yummy =D
i teringat the people who promised to buy me ice-cream many,many years ago but till now still didn't buy for me!! =P

bah! doesn't sound so random after all kan?
coz all that i teringat are related to FOOD including chicken feet!

Have a super nice day! =D
olala.... oh ya, i wish to be in d'lish at Bangsar NOW. oh, the cupcakes sungguh sedap k =)
yes! i can dream on, so can you. -.-'''
olalala... tomorrow is FRIDAY!!

my raya holiday plan

2009-09-22T02:10:00.000+08:00

my super sad raya holiday plan

18/9 friday
group counseling reports and reflection

19/9 saturday
5 pages for personelia assignment

20/9 sunday
habiskan personelia assignment

21/9 monday
finish up preparation for parenting workshop

22/9 tuesday
read up for research method and marketing test 2

23/9 wednesday
same as tuesday

24/9 thurseday
same as wednesday

25/9 friday
same as thurseday

26/9 saturday
same as friday

27/9 sunday
pack stuff balik UPM

So far, i did

18/9 friday
~~group counseling reports and reflection~~ *done!* scribble with pencil here and there till 4am -.-''

19/9 saturday
~~5 pages for personelia assignment~~ *postponed* super pening, tired, droozy owl visited grandma

20/9 sunday
~~habiskan personelia assignment~~ *sick* brain not functioning well. slept, ate and shopped because it's ~~heals~~ fun.

21/9 monday
~~finish up preparation for parenting workshop~~ did personelia assignment in one day with tons of food and 3 ~~or more~~ spoons of manukan honey! my assignment standard jatuh mendadak -.-'' bah! i don't care anymore. i did!

so far my holiday has been more fun than i thought.
another 6 days to go before i'm back to my crazy lifestyle in UPM

in my mind

2009-09-13T19:19:00.002+08:00

mozzies really ~~love~~ like me. arrrrrrrg! i am not doing well in my assignments. what the heck i get frustrated with my test one organizational behavior marks and didn't bother to check it out before test 2 because if i would, i would be super semangat to study for test two and realized that test one lect has not mark the essay. silly me. i still like reading blogs a lot. i don't like doing research stuff. how am i going to take masters then. oh crap, i doesn't seems to do welll in this semester. but then, God has been full of surprises *secret* this afternoon, i counted my cgpa. if i would get 4 flat without falling flat for my last two semester, i would graduate with a 1st class. if not, i need to have get at least 3.801 for the next two semester to graduate with 1st class. arrrrrg! is it possible? is 1st class that important? bah... seriously it's not but it's nice to have it. oh la la... i can't wait to go back to raya to do my assignments at home -.-'' yes, i'm super no life. weekend is all about completing assignments. how sad wei! tomorrow is week 10, time flies freaking fast and i can't chase it. i still got tons of assignments that i feel i'm drowning into it but then in my weakness, He'll be my strength. Amen? seriously, mozzies and bugs loves me a lot. seriously! i realized i still like to read blogs especially super old post and i realized i super like my long hair though it can be super stubborn ~~like me.~~ i should be reading about my Wednesday presentation already! =) have a super duper funny week!

oh ya, i miss d'lish 50% off cupcake =P

my weekend!

2009-08-21T18:07:00.000+08:00

ops nampaknya i'm super sesat with updating my blog.
sem break was like so long ago, and not i'm in my week 6.

bah!

my plan for this weekend is the most exciting so far in my uni life

day out to the library whole day

-.-''

yes! i can be this boring =P
but the thoughts about Skytrex, Gua Tempurung, Maxwell hill, and yummy bangsar are jumping in my mind super excitedly =)

till i can make my thoughts into a reality, my life in uni is super boring as I'm stuck with particles drops from Jupiter!
i am very serious!

on a side note, library is not really a boring place. i am here for about 2 hours and i saw pretty interesting people.
a super bimbo blonde pretty gal and a hot messy hair korean guy =)
very interesting characters to observe =P

yet to look out for more interesting people to observe!
shssss..... pls don't tell others i can be this creepy.
plus if you see me in the library alone, don't come and disturb saat-saat keindahan saya dalam meng-observe orang =P

have a super nice day while i entertain myself with interesting people =)

semester break!

2009-07-29T14:20:00.000+08:00

upm is having emergency 1 week semester break because of H1N1

yes i'm back in Melaka yesterday after just few hours the official letter for 1 week sem break was out.
the way students rushed back home was as if pig could fly -.-''

so here i am at home =)
i spend my 1st day of my sem break watching Yasmin Ahmad's ads, trailers and interviews.
oh, i simply loves her works. she seemed to be a very nice lady in her interviews.
few years back, i had a chance to one of her talks but i didn't. oh, i wish i went and be inspired by her.
last semester, i had a chance to watch her last film, Talentime. i truly enjoyed it.
through her ads and films, it seems to speak to me about a lot of stuff in my life.

Talentime is the 1st local movie i watched in cinema.
I really hope it is not my last =)

week 2 and 3

2009-07-26T01:49:00.005+08:00

week 2 ended and i had so much fun till i forgot to blog about it =)

over the week end, i went zorbing with my friends =)

I was so looking towards it to meet up with my friends and also coz i miss NZ zorbing a lot =)

the week gave me more semangat to study and go to class =)

week 3 ends today. i have difficulty sleeping and waking up this week.
now i'm trying to make myself feels sleepy while sipping instant lua han gua drink that my junior gave me.
i started my week with one Chinese gal who could speak Mandarin language spoke to me in BM and I gave a -.-'' look and replied in Mandarin. Before ending our conservation, i ended up speaking in BM. she must be super confused.
on Thursday, a 16 years old girl seriously thinks i'm 26 years old.

classes were ok but i seriously still don't understand all the research stuff! i desperately need divine wisdom from God. teehee... =)

parental education

2009-07-16T21:45:00.001+08:00

today, i attended my 1st parental education class as ~~a responsible parent~~ one of my elective paper.

the kinda class that i never thought i would go anytime soon -.-''

anyway, let's move on.
the lecture gave an introduction about the syllabus and asked her 1st question,
"why are you here in this class?"

A whispered,"untuk meningkat saham diri dengan mendadak =)"
B looked at A with the -____-'' look but after few seconds laughed in agreement.

hahah... -______-''

new in class

2009-07-14T21:58:00.001+08:00

the 1st time the lecturer came in the class, normally he would say,"my name is Prof J. My handphone number is 017-2123456. If you can't contact me with this number, call my direct to my room 03-28102933. But if you want to see me personally, please make an appointment before you come. my room is in 18A Block A =) "

few days ago, suddenly i felt the way lecturers normally introduce themselves could sound a bit sesat and salah!

don't you think so?

Week One

2009-07-11T21:37:00.000+08:00

Week One just over and i learned nothing except that i have a presentation due next week and i have to find a journal for that presentation and i realized i have classes from 9am to 11pm from Monday to Thursday. now tell me, how am i going make time to do my presentation =/

ok my course is crazy! really, no kidding. i'm more crazy coz dah la so banyak classes i somemore want to take extra one paper! this sem is going to be very crazy again, but i wanna to learn to worry less and take a step at a time and not like last semester so kelam kabut ;) hopefully i still will find time to blog =)

in week one, i got to know a few of my coursemates better and i managed to meet up with a few 1st year juniors! it was such an honour to meet up with the super worried juniors and assured them that uni life is really fun! =)

next week, i wanna be more prepared before i enter the class and have quiet time and spend time with juniors =) can't wait to go FSCC =)

1 more week!

2009-06-27T12:41:00.001+08:00

my holiday is over in one week. i already done packing my stuff to uni.
this semester i'll be staying at 3rd floor and i still bring tons of stuff and by the end of the sem i'm sure i'll have sexy toned legs -.-''

while i packed for my uni stuff, i also packed a backpack with some shirts, board pants, slippers, Bible, story book, super strong sun block, and with a mars bar of coz =)
yes i'm off to an island and maybe more ulu than ulu Mulu
no connection with the world for the next one week. *i'll survive*
hopefully it's another amazing and memorable trip.

see you soon, very soon.
hopefully i come back with tons of stories but not tan on a a Tan =P

today is the day...

2009-06-24T21:45:00.000+08:00

today is the day my 2 months old handphone met with an accident.

today, 6.15pm i was reminded of my date with Cathy for a jog.
i reminded myself to bring handphone in case anything happens. *reminded of scary news in the papers*
i rode bro's bike heading to Cathy's house with my handphone in my back pocket.
after months of not cycling, i still could ride without holding the handle. *bangga*

out of a sudden, i heard a crack sound!
and i touched my pocket and saw my handphone on the road just freshly ran over by a honda car.
i was super emo that i went back home and cancelled the date *sorry Cathy*
haiz... because i brought my handphone something happened

i'm not sure if i'm emo over my coma handphone or the handphone that lost it's memory.
the sms that i saved for years are now gone forever =/
i'm yet to sent my handphone to the hospital to be operated or maybe i should prepare to conduct a funeral for my handphone or if anyone of you wanna exercise faith and pray for my handphone to be healed, please don't hesitate to ~~call~~ email me =) or if you wanna donate to me, you are very welcome too -.-''

today is the day that the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad in it.
haiz... seriously, not easy but i guess it's possible

7th semester!

2009-06-22T14:38:00.003+08:00

when uni reopens, i'll officially be a final year student in UPM!
~~i'm feeling a little old but let's not talk about it =P~~
i will graduate soon! *soon as in next year =P*

i still could remember during my 1st week in uni, i met my final year seniors.

i looked different =P

they looked a lot more ~~old~~ matured than me.
they looked super wise and caring and full of vision to save the world with their counseling skills.
now, i'm a final year student just like them. =)

before every semester starts, i would take some time to think what kind of sem i want to achieve.
and every semester i went through was different but every sem end up regretting one thing : I SHOULD GO OUT MORE OFTEN!!
~~i wanted to write i should study less but then make me sound like a nerd.~~

so you people in UPM and KL, call me out! date me! =)
and you people in Malacca, come out to UPM and KL. UPM is cool to jalan-jalan =)

UPM ROCKS!!

so this semester, i'm telling myself to GO OUT MORE OFTEN!

i want to

explore more places with crazy friends

get to know my uni friends! =)

go to classes on time and not waste time in class chatting away

walk the whole of UPM *is it even possible?*

go for more sleepovers!!

sleep early

do fun nonsense stuff

go church office to play games

midnight walk to search for owl and goofy. hehehe *serious!*

hang out with different friends! =)

blog more cos i kept forgetting stuff!

i just wanna to have fun coz uni life is not all about studying!! =D
studying doesn't mean not having fun but having fun doesn't mean not studying -.-'''

super potong stim -.-''\

2009-06-19T02:48:00.000+08:00

i wished my sister Happy Birthday on her birthday eve.

Happy Birthday, cheh!

i know aku super potong stim seperti biasa
but i know you still love me. heh! =)
love you too, three, four, five!

Miri - Mulu

2009-06-18T23:48:00.004+08:00

oh finally, i'm more desperate to blog since Uni is going to re-open soon and to remind me of my awesome holiday before i forgets everything!almost 2 months ago *super outdated* *gosh can't believe it was so long ago*
i flew over to Miri and Mulu with four of my uni friends!

FYI, to go to Miri need to take flight just in case you all know cause apparently one Malaysian that i know (sad to say, a Malaccan some more *memalukan* ) thought there is highway to Miri, Sararak -.-''\

i was in Miri for 5 days 4 nights and in Mulu for 4 days 3 nights.
total of 9 days, it seems very long but it was really SHORT!

day 1
i traveled from Melaka - Pudu - Pasar Seni - KL Sentral - LCCT - Miri
looooog day for me! when i reached Miri, all i wanted to do was to EAT, BATHE and SLEEP!
KL and Miri weather was not as hot as Melaka so i was not in a nak pengsan state =)
we had lalapan (lapan dishes) for dinner.

spot the 8 dishes!

day 2
i woke up at about 7am. not because i was awake but i thought i was woke up super late.
by 7am, the sun is shinning brightly in Miri unlike semananjung.
the owl in me felt very cheated by the sun. =P

Lepas breakfast, we went to the Canana Hill (which is located in Malaysia -.-'')

and Petroleum Museum! *must go*

so kiddy i like it a lot =)

It's the cutest and most interesting Museum i seen in Malaysia =)

then we went to Miri interesting market

and J. W. Marriott to ~~tell people we went to J.W. Marriott before~~ tumpang tengok beach

Marriott

reminded me of my NZ trip =)

later we had kolo mee with chrysanthemum tea *must do* which i normally don't drink but i really like the Miri chrysanthemum tea a lot =)

chrysanthemum tea Miri style

for dinner, we had seafood and lepak-ed at the beach and Taman (yes, the taman is called Taman =)

day 3
2020 Dimsum for breakfast *must NOT do* and we went to Taman full of lazy buaya!

But the most interesting animal is the Taman Buaya is not crocodile but OWL =)

Teehee =P

for dinner, we had KFC tepi pantai and tons of jumping shots *must do*

Later, we said goodbye to our host -.-'' and she handed over to her friends -.-||

day 4
Madam Wee's Sarawak Laksa *must do* and we went to Niah cave! *must do*

i was super excited to go Niah Cave since i heard so much about it!
The guano in Niah cave was not as stinky as all the people who went describe to me.
it was tahan-able for me =) *two thumbs up*

i was a bit disappointed actually coz i was anticipating the behtahan guano smell. haha...
The beauty of Niah cave susahnya to explain. You got to experience for yourselves =)

while walking half way to the cave, it rained heavily! we were drenched!
menambah lagi RAINforest's effect =)
when we were walking back, i was still drenched from sweat -.-''
and i casually asked how long was the trail.
"10km," someone replied.
seriously, i almost wanted to pengsan!
i didn't know it was that long and i didn't know i could walk that far.
*penuh dengan kebanggaan =D*

later, we had superb seafood that we tak sempat pun nak ambik gambar =)
and we had Desserts for dessert =)

day 5
after eggie porridge for breakfast,

and we were off to Brunei! =) *cop cop on the passport!* =)

i was really very excited coz it was my 1st time but sad to say i really can't remember the name of those places i went =/ but i remember we had excapade sushi for lunch =D *must do*

aku orang tulen Malaysia yang tak suka sushi like it a lot, i'm sure sushi lovers will love it to the bits =)
then we watched wolverine all the way in Brunei.

pelikkan, sushi and wolverine in Brunei. ~~don't laugh. at least i can proudly i did dat! =P~~we then went to a 6 star hotel which i don't have a picture to prove it was freaking gaya!
we toured Brunei a bit

the very semangat and potong stim ppl

Brunei is a bit like Singapore without tall buildings and more land, of coz. hehehhe... =)
big cars zooming around, clean place, gaya houses, interesting stuff in grocery mall, clean air....
Before crossing over the border, we had Ben&Jerry's ice cream for fun!! *must do*

day 6
after breakfast, we flew off to Mulu with MASwings

it's a super short 30min flight but totally worth it!
i wish it was longer! i love the scenery for the flight =)

Bila sampai ke Mulu,

i was super tired and slept!

We managed to go to Deer and Langs' cave! *must do*

It was awesome to be in the caves.

It was like i entered to another magical world.
Pictures just don't justified what i saw. really!

after the 2 show caves tour, we waited for the millions of bats to fly out like ribbons from the cave *must do*

it was magically for me tho amat memenatkan neck aku.
after dinner, we ended the day by lepak-ing at the exhibition corner till we kena locked up =)

day 7
after super nice breakfast, we were off to Moonmilk Cave, Clearwater, Cave of the Winds and Turtle cave *no pic for this day. we lost one of our memory card*

to reach Moonmilk Cave *must do!!!!* , we had to climb a lot of step! it was freaking a lot.
it the website it stated 427 steps but the truth is really more than that BUT the climb was totally worth it!
it took us almost an hour to climb all the steps and 5 min to walk through Moonmilk Cave!
crazy things we do to see beautiful cave =)

Cave of the Winds was seriously windy and chilly. totally something i didn't expect at all.
Clearwater was were i got my 1st leech -.-''
Turtle Cave was my fave because we got to swim in it! *must do*
The water is very clean and so is the cave. nothing like what i imagine!
my guide must have felt amusing that i asked if the water in the cave clean that he asked Malacca don't have cave ka?

at night, we went for Night Shift.
i didn't think it was worth going since i was bitten by mozzie and big fat red ants.

day 8
we decided to for adventure caving in Racer Cave *must do*
i like it a lot but i think i would have enjoyed more if i were more fit =)
Day 8 was a super interesting day.

We sat a long boat to Racer Cave with our guide, Jonny =)
We were given headlamp =)

this is how we looked like in the end =P

quite gaya and we started our journey.
Racer Cave is quite small so we got to squeeze ourselves through sometimes.
after walking for 5 min, i saw a rope to climb up the passageway.

geee... i was excited yet i was freaking scared!
i was thinking to myself why did i come to this kinda place that i might die here. i remember the knots on the rope was too far apart for me to grip on to, it really scared me because my feet had difficulty stepping on the rocks and my hands couldn't reach the next knot. super -.-'' anyway, we all made it.

after that we needed to pass through a small squeezy passageway. my head couldn't go through it.
and as i was trying to take down my helmet, our guide said, "just lower down your head will do."
i was super -.-'' again. hahaha... later, i asked stupid questions like, "what if a person got super big belly, how?" and "got anyone stuck in there before?" i think now it was the guide who was super -.-''

after few min, we came to a rope again. this time it was to climb down.

climb down

i was the third person to go, the 1st few step down was alright until i couldn't see the next step i needed to step on. the guide was roughly telling me where to step and by faith *seriously* my left leg leaped a bit and my right leg stretched as far as possible to reach the steps but....
yes i couldn't step on anything and i swung and my left leg hit on the rock! *bang*
vividly, i still could remember our guide calmly said to me, "no worries, you are still holding to your rope."

immediately i was in the awareness stage. i not yet die. -.-'' my arm was like going to tercabut anytime since i was just using my arm strength to hold myself. after i was more calm, i came down quite quickly.
and our guide checked my bruise and pressed onto my blue black, tears rolled down and i almost wanted to yell but i thought of the echo that i might create so i just smiled and said, "i was ok!" -.-''
while waiting for the others to climb down, i had a bit of time to breathe and got used to with the pain of my left leg.

the entire journey was amazing

the climbing up and down with the rope. it was really an exciting and fun adventure.
i really wish i was so much more fit =) in future, i hope to go again =)
to end the super gaya adventure caving, i spotted a colourful leech ~~kissing me passionately~~ on my right hand!-.-''

After Racer Cave, we were still super semangat to walk to Paku waterfall =)

after our yummylicious dinner,

we were still semangat or more like i made myself super semangat to walk to Royal Mulu Resort.
since we weren't so rich to stay there, go there see see also puas kan!
it was a 3km walk, but after such tiring day, it was like a never ending walk!

day 9

i was quite emo to have our last meal in Mulu =|
i really like Mulu =D i wanna go again!!

We stopped sekejap at Penan village to buy some stuff before headed back to the airport.

The walk back to the airport was our last long walk! for this trip, aku dah jalan berpuluh-puluh kilometer *bangga*
at 10.10am, we said bye-bye to Mulu - Miri.
we had our last meal at Miri with our super awesome host sampai terkejar-kejar ke airport =P

We stayed over at LCCT for once in a life time experience before balik kampung the next day =D

it was an awesome, exciting and satisfying holiday trip.
my most adventurous holiday so far!
the holiday trip that i prove to myself i can walk berpuluh-puluh kilometers.
*don't play-play*cough cough*

*for more information about Mulu National Park, click here. for lagi more information, ask me. i will be super glad to answer your questions =) don't ask me about Miri or Brunei, i seriously don't know much but to describe how nice is the sushi can la =P *

*for more pic, click here, here and here if only you are my friend in facebook =) *

hot!

2009-04-26T21:36:00.001+08:00

why is melaka so so hot?!?!?!!
so much hotter than UPM/ KL

kat UPM/ KL, i have no problem wearing 2 layers with cardi and jeans!
kat melaka, wear shorts with super thin tee also super hot!
what is this?!?!?!
although i know malaccans are hot but aku memang tak faham why the weather so hot.
pagi bangun berpeluh, tengah hari tak yah cakap, malam tak de matahari pum sangat panas!!

oh why?
why, why tell me why?

was away but i'm back

2009-04-26T02:08:00.003+08:00

ohlala... i'm back =)
back to melaka
and hopefully back to blogging =)

it was just unbelievable that i survived my 6th semester in uni.
the moment my last paper ended, i was like that was it?
i couldn't have done it without God.
although many times, i admit that i left Him in the hostel room and did my 'to do list' all by my own and came back to the room and realized, "bodohnye aku, i forgot about Him."

so many emo & tough stuff happened throughout my 6th semester.
i will write more whenever i got time but one of the stuff i realized was honesty is the best policy =)
ignorance is bliss but honesty is really the best policy.

there are weeks that i wish i was ignorance about everything.
politics, church stuff, God, friends, counseling skills course mates, IK, assignments...
Bah!! i just didn't wanna know about anything.
i wanted to run away, i didn't wanna hear about not nice stuff.
i wanted to buat bodoh...

but i know it won't solve stuff.
it's just sweeping all those nonsense under the carpet.
it was freaking scary to be honest, not faking out and even more scary to be willing to listen an honest reply.
gosh... it was so so tough but those were the words that really spoke deep into my heart.

telling the truth and nothing but the truth is really not easy, many times i think
i often felt it's just hard to even reply a 'how are you?' question truthfully.
how often do we reply truthfully.
do we really say what you mean, and mean what you say?
as for me, rarely. i'm learning =)

telling the truth is hard, listening to one is harder, i think!
i salute people who dare to take the risk to tell me the truth with love even though it might hurt me or our friendship.
i appreciate honest answers nowadays though it's still not easy for me to absorb everything
truth can hurt, but truth set us free? hehehe =)

gee... i should go and iron my clothes for church!
ohya, i'm flying off to somewhere on Tuesday. *excited*
btw, if anyone of you wanna donate to me, this is a very good time to do so =)
i'll always remember you and maybe get you stuff from the land i'm going. hehe!

ps: i miss reading comments. pls comment and say hey! hehe..

Away but...

2009-03-03T11:28:00.000+08:00

ALIVE!

yes, i'm still alive =)

my 2 hours class was cancelled!
never been so happy over a cancelled class =)

everyday, i'm a step closer my semester break.
i'm really looking forward to my break. oh i desperately need my break
but then i also wish i could learn more and faster.
oh crap, i don't know what i want
maybe i just want to learn in my pace instead of rush through my assignments and sessions

maybe, wish, maybe , wish!
have a super nice day =)

I guess I see hope

2009-02-07T16:11:00.103+08:00

Often, I heard of so and so don't want to be or stop being a Christian because of personal experiences with some Christians who have awful attitudes. Therefore, why be Christians?

Most Christians like to defend by saying, "We are Christians because of God and not depend on people. People will fail us."

The statement is true but then if Christians are not changed to be like Christ then what is the difference.
Then why be kan?

Each time, I hear of such story I gedt pretty discouraged la...
I don't know who and what am I discourage with.
The so and so or the some Christians or the situation or maybe God?
As a Christian myself, I have some awful attitudes too =/

Last few days, I was talking with friend Y.
Y was telling me her encounters with Christians few years back
Christians who showed her Christ yet betrayed her later
Christians who said things would be okay yet laughed when she was in trouble
Christians who asked her to forgive yet they were the ones who hurt her

As usual, I sunk into discouraged mood as the very familiar tape been played.
It was as if I could say the story together with her.
As she continued, I listened quietly for I didn't know who and what was I disappointed and beh tahan with.
Zillions of thoughts just overwhelmed me.

After awhile, something unfamiliar been said, "All these happened yet I do not know why I still want to be a Christian. I guess I see hope."

I guess I see hope.

It was like a magical moment for me
It was as if God was telling me, "See, I am in control.Worry no more"
Very conforting and assuring ;)

away...

2009-01-31T19:37:00.018+08:00

dukacita mengumumkan bahawa dengan schedule yang crazy and assignment yang berlambak, aku akan sangat jarang blog.
Pasti anda jelas nampak ke-crazy-an yang perlu aku mengalami melalui bahasa canggih yang aku gunakan.

otak aku dah penuh dengan ilmu-ilmu yang perlu dipelajari dan perlu fikir banyak sekali
otak aku seakan-akan tak ada space untuk fikir tentang lame-lame dan interesting stuff lagi

the next time saya blog, tak tahu bila la...
oh and it's not too late to wish everyone Happy Chinese New Year kan?
hehehe...

IK wed meet

2009-01-14T21:25:00.001+08:00

I used to drag myself to IK (Ikatan Kristian) aka CF
I always wanted to skip IK until...

I have class during IK wed meeting =/

yea, i kinda miss IK wed meet =/
tho in this class all i do is online, i still kinda prefer to go IK wed meet.
hahaha... never thought i will say such stuff when i first step in uni

Yes, I miss IK wed meet =)

Some stuff don't have already then only know how to appreciate

theories about my kembang hair

2009-01-10T11:19:00.002+08:00

Last few days, I'm down with bad flu, bad cough and slight fever.

And the last few days just have to be the few days my hair was super stubborn ~~like me who refuse to go to pusat kesihatan~~ and super kembang
Mengikut mak saya, rambut yang stubborn aku macam musang
Mengikut adik yang aku masih sayangi pula, macam bird nest -___-''

Anyway, I came out with two theories why is my super kembang last few days

theory no 1.
Since I have slight fever, the heat from my head must have transfered to my hair.
My hair received the heat just like perming hair.
After more than 24 hours of heat, my hair naturally would become sungguh kembang =)

theory no 2.
Since the new semester reopen, one course mate constantly has been telling me,
"saya suka la rambut S.U.E E.R.N"
I guess my hair was more kembang than usual,
literally and fuguratively =)

Please laugh! hahahaha...

-_______-''

don't cut and paste

2009-01-07T20:35:00.000+08:00

At this hour of the day, I still have class.
Class is from 8pm to 11pm.
Anyway, in this class I have access to stable internet connection.
So, I kinda enjoying myself la... =)
I'll definitely look forward to this class =)

Just a moment ago, lecturer was explaining the powerpoint presentation assignment.
After explaining, he said sternly, "If you cut and paste, your marks will be cut and paste too!"
then a student tried to funny by saying, "If don't cut and paste then?"

"Copy and paste," the lecturer replied

AJK Keselamatan

2009-01-06T01:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, my kolej aka hostel had floor meeting for the 1st time for this brand new semester.

As usual, I attended the meeting ~~to get two pathetic merits~~ as a responsible penghuni =)
As usual the few reminders were reminded. Keep the toilets clean, don't make so much noise after 12 am, join more kolej acitvities and blablabla...
As usual, the last semester AJK floor digugurkan.
As usual, a new committee would be elected.
As usual, I used my precious time to reply sms-es and raising my hand only when it was convenient to vote for the new AJK

Then it cam to the AJK keselamatan post, there was a sudden silent.
Out of a sudden, I heard, "Saya calon S.U.E E.R.N!!!"

(the dots are used to prevent stalkers from googling my name and get here! I'm not thinking too much, just in case you think I am paranoid. It happened to me a few times and it freaked me out quite a bit. Hence, whoever wanna blog with my name in it, I will appreciate if you put some dots in between my name =) I learned this trick from Anna the mashpotatomato)

Quickly, I looked up and gave a disagreeing look ;S
Before I could say anything, another 1st year juniour shouted, "yea, dia boleh. Dia tidur lewat."
The main responsibility of the AJK Keselamatan is to make sure the doors and curtains around the block are close at 12am.

And guess what, I 'won' post tanpa tandingan -__-''
The night owl in me must be very happy for my 'kejayaan'. hahahah...
I have a super low profile life in my kolej and not many penghuni kolej know me yet somehow they know that it is a norm for me to sleep late. It kinda reminded me to ~~behave myself~~ be a good testimony and ~~there are always stalkers around me~~ try to sleep earlier.

This is my 4th year to have sleeping before 1 am as one of my New Year resolution.
Don't laugh! Nothing is impossible through Him who give me strength =P

Cravings...

2009-01-02T04:23:00.001+08:00

Before coming back UPM for my ~~5th~~ 6th semester, I tried eating as much food as I could to prevent cravings.

On the 1st day in UPM, I craved for maggie mee + egg. Wonderful!
So I ate maggie mee + egg on 2.30am 1.1.09 as my 1st meal for 2009 =)

and now, I am craving for nasi lemak?!?!?!
of all food, nasi lemak?
I think it's because last few weeks, I couldn't finish the pack of nasi lemak and like tak puas!

Nasi lemak here I came. hahahaa =)

Hey 2009

2009-01-01T02:04:00.004+08:00

Hey, everyone! =)
Goodbye 2008, it is ~~finally~~ already 2009!
Big Hey to 2009!
Seriously, it's already 2009! Unbelievable...

Time really flies like a jet plane or maybe faster like a rocket!
Time seems to fly faster and faster as I grew older
I really do wonder why?
Do you know why?

10 years ago, I was still in standard six
Standard six sounds freaking young now
Now, I'm a 3 year student of UPM
Woosh... yea, I'm a little older =)

Looking back, I know truly God is faithful
Last semester, I was super busy with a lot of random stuff
I did not really make space for God to truly live in me
I was a horrible Bible reader and marvelous promise breaker

Many times I felt so unworthy to call Him - Heavenly Father
I lost count of the times I chose do it my way
Yet, He never failed to rescue me again and again
He just blew my mind with His faithfulness, grace and love

For the past years, I have been writing about the stuff I did for the 1st time
2008? I can't remember much so here is a short list for stuff
In the year 2008, for the 1st time in my life,

I visited PENGASIH, a center for drug addicts and run by ex-drug addicts =)
I counseled an ex-drug addict. It was an awesome, eye opening and memorable experience. Hopefully, he won't be my last ex-drug addict client. Maybe one day, I'll blog a little bit about the whole experience.
In 2 hours, I have 18 mozzie bits?!??!
I volunteered for One Life exhibition
Receive my biggest love offering. Oh, Thank you LORD! =D
I stayed at 4 different places in just one week =) It was an adventurous week
After 21 years staying in love Malacca, finally, I went to Portuguese Settlement to admire the Christmas deco =P
er... it's shorter than I thought.I can't recall much now. I think I have quite forgotten about the earlier part of 2008. I'll update if I do remember. hahaha... Hopefully, I'm older and wiser and NOT more forgetful =)

I'm quite scared to walk into 2009 actually
I don't know how am I going to face this hectic semester
I don't know will be able to face my future client for 80 hours!!
I really don't know...

At time like this, I really thank God that I know He is faithful
May I grow stronger in Him and know Him inside out
May I make time to spend together with Him and not FFK the last minute
May I truly live for HIM =)

Though it's freaky to step into 2009,
I'm kinda anticipate how 2009 will turn out!
Amazing? Crappy? Lonely? Adventurous?
Nobody really knows but He does =)

May you and I always be healthy and strong
May you and I make time to rest in Him
May you and I continue to trust, hope and love
May we live a life that will last to the eternity =)

Smile, have faith!
With Him by our side, it'll be a great year!
Happy New Year!
O la la la.... =D

Blessed Christmas =)

2008-12-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

Datuk, datin, Dr, Uncle, Aunty, dan rakan-rakan sekalian

Blessed Christmas =)

Exactly a year ago,

Time really flies like a jetplane =)

I always feel that on Christmas day is the day that most salah celebrated

This year, may you and I truly celebrate truly Christmas. hehee... =)

calling uncle and aunty

2008-12-15T18:32:00.001+08:00

I used to hate to smilesmile and call "uncle and aunty"
I didn't see the point of calling "uncle and aunty"
and I used to kena scold for not calling uncles and aunties =/
now, I have repented but it's still not easy for to see an uncle/aunty and automatically call "uncle/aunty" =P

uncles and aunties who is reading this, please don't whack me =/
oh, forgive me. =)
oh by the way, if you reading my blog means you are still young too =)
so still not uncle or aunty =) hehehehe...

and so... last week, i went for my cousin's wedding.
the 1st things that popped out of my tiny brain wasn't about the delicious food but it was, "alamak, need to remember to call people."

super paiseh-ly, i must admit that at my age i still have trouble remembering what to address some close relatives. normally, all i did was to stick as close as possible to my sister and repeat after her =)

excellent plan kan? =)
so far no problem until i met my another cousin's kid.
the cute little 8 years old boy looked at me innocently and asked, "miss, can you borrow me your handphone?"

MISS was what he what he addressed me
and
i also didn't know what should he address me.
-_____-'''

pay back time uh? =)

google and blog

2008-12-05T01:36:00.004+08:00

Don't you think Google and blog has become too powerful?

Wanna go for a holiday?
just Google the location and you kinda know the place through others experience
and if you are still interested book a room online with just a click

Wanna know about the lastest movie?
just Google the title and you kinda know the whole story
and if you are still interested download online for free =)

Wanna do last minute assignment?
just Google the topic and you will find article, journals, books yang berkaitan
and if you are super desperate cute and paste aje la...

and

Wanna know more about another guy/gal?
just Google her/his name!

Most likely he/she has friendster, facebook, or a blog.
If langsung tak ada, I'm quite someone will blog about her/him too.
If he/she has friendster and facebook, add them as friend.
Most likely, he/she will add you as "friend"
Then, you kinda "know" them

If he/she has a blog, lagi gempak.
besides reading all the posts from alpha to omega,
plus you can also know about his/her friend from the link if you are super interested

Google and blog can be super scary
if you think carefully about the possibilities...

someone might be stalking you =P

Last 2 weeks, a long-time-no-see primary school friend challenged me to find the contact of ~~the cutest~~ a guy in my standard 6 class. He left Melaka to Penang before registering for Friendster and Facebook! His name is JOHN TAY and this doesn't help at all. In this entire world most likely has thousands or maybe millions of John Tay.

How to find? I have only 1.5 month to track him down!
I can do it ~~with the help of Goodgle and blog~~ somehow, I hope

Google and blog has limitations after all but it's still way too powerful, i think =)
What do you think?

play in the rain!

2008-11-19T17:36:00.005+08:00

When I was five years old, mum didn't let me to play in the rain.
The reason given was I would fall sick easily!
Reason accepted =)

When I was about 10 years old, mum asked me to play in the rain!
O.o? Yes, she asked sis, Jien and me to play in the rain.
Then, mum kinda had to teach us to play in the rain.
Super jakun-ed and deprived of childhood kids!

When I was about 15 years old, I didn't have time to play in the rain!
I studied like crazy since I didn't study much before that.
Kantoi =/

Now that I am 20 years old, *YES I'm still officially 20 =) *
I still love to play in the rain.

Today, it was raining elephants and owls!
Wohooo... good time to play in the rain =D
"ma, I'm going out to play in the rain with Jien ok?"
"sweating cannot! wait, get sick"

after awhile, we were not so sweaty.
"ma, can we sit swing and play in the rain?"
"what? big buffaloes still want to play in the rain? you want to be the big new in our taman?!?!?"

after a few moments,
"erm... you can play behind the house."

-_________-'''

cis... by then, it wasn't raining elephants and owls already =/ but raining rats and frogs

I want to recruit people to join the play in the rain club. Public uni, UPSR and PMR students are super free now plus SPM students will be super duper free very soon! No reason not to play in the rain =D
The next time Malacca rains elephants and owls, can come my house!!! ;)
Oh maybe, we should have it in someone else's house since we only could play behind my house.
But then, by the time I find and drive to the someone else's house, the rain most probably dah berhenti!

Booooooo.... Play in the rain!

If you never try it, just do it!
If you don't to it now, then when?

It's really, really FUN =)

Bak kata pepatah Dr. Suess *fuh! SPM mood =) *
If you never did, you should. These things are fun, and fun is good.

Let's play =)

mozzies+me

2008-11-18T14:58:00.002+08:00

I am back in Melaka =)
I have been back in Melaka for about 42 hours.

And I have accumulated at least 16 mozzies bites!
Not one, not two, not three, not ten but SIXTEEN!!!

Today, I woke up ~~in the afternoon~~ with mozzie bites all over me!
Suddenly, I feel Melaka is like a big jungle or at least my taman or maybe it's my home only.

I think it's a need for me to wear track suit from head to toe all the time and put on mosquito repellent on every inch of my skin and fix mosquito netting on every window and I should always hold an electric ~~badminton~~ mosquito racket with me to be on guard!

Fuh! If this continues, I could foresee my holiday will be super duper busy whacking mosquitosssss!
Maybe I should just be sacrifice my blood to keep the mozzies alive and I won't be busy whacking mozzies!
Win-win situation uh?

On the more positive side, I feel the love all over me.
I could literally see Malaccan mozzies simply miss me a lot or my blood is the sweetest of all!
muahahahaa...

Always positve kan?
=)

Have a gempak week! =)

HAPPY!!!!!!

2008-11-05T18:45:00.000+08:00

I AM SUPER DUPER HAPPY!!!

I SURVIVED MY 5TH SEMESTER!!!

no more assignments, exams, studying, and... bla bla bla for the next few weeks!

I'm glad 5th semester is finally over! =D =D =D =D

Though my blog suddenly become so gaya, I won't be updating for the next one week =)
Because I will be BUSY! hehehe...

Happy Holiday to all the Uni students

and

All the best to ALL SPM students

especially to my dear brother =)

no la... to thank you

2008-11-02T02:12:00.005+08:00

He changed

giving her small compliments at breakfast such as:

"I lilke the way your hair looks" or

"Nice dress."

She wondered

"What is he doing?"

But she also knew she liked his words.

So as the days continued

she responded

and acts of kindness became more common.

He changed

she changed

They changed

And it was for the better

-Gladding, 1996-

Why is it so hard to say or write nice nice stuff to people that we care for?
and
Why do we, Malaysians like to say "no la..." when someone compliments us?

Why, oh why?

Is part of being "sopan santun"?

It's time to learn to say nice stuff and thank you eh =)

Welcome! =D

2008-11-01T16:34:00.007+08:00

*teng*teng*teng*
*Air stewardess' gentle voice*
Welcome to Desperate Witty Owl's stories =)
May you have a pleasant ~~journey~~ time reading

or maybe

*Willy Wonka's witty voice*
Welcome!!! Welcome!!!
Welcome to the most amazing blog of all!
Welcome to Desperate Witty Owl's blog =)

Yes, welcome! =D

If you haven't noticed any difference about my blog,
you must be blind or
you never read my blog before *tsk tsk* or
you are using Google Reader/ iGoogle/ Feed/ other programs for ~~lazy~~ busy people to read blogs!!

If you are still are Roogle Reader/ iGoogle/ Feed/ other programs,
jemput ke www.desperate-witty-owl.blogspot.com or CLICK HERE immediately!

aha... Thank you for your kerjasama =)

While I was busy studying for finals, Sue Fin aka my blog manager was busy designing the new blogskin.
*standing ovation* *pheewit* *wohoooo*
I don't know anything about htmlandalltheohsocomplicatedstuff
The new blogskin is nice kan? =)

Let me introduce to you the new gaya stuff in my blog =)

On your top left, you can see Home - About Me - Links - Subscribe
Click Home and you reach the main page faster than the jet plane =)
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About Me

2008-10-31T01:32:00.011+08:00

The Desperate Witty Owl likes...

The smell of rainy days
Long cardigans
Sleepovers
Ballet pumps
Handmade art and crafts
Laughing Out Loud
Colour-colour notes
Yummy laksa
Rainbows
Psalm 139
Ironed clothes
Walking till kaki patah
Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
F. O. S.
Juwita Suwito
Kembang hair
Helping out in kiddie camps
Long slim tees
Jumping shots
Watching theater
Nice and chatty meals with friends
Donating blood
Going “Oooo” & “Ahhh” in stationery shops
Blog surfing
Taking risks
Eating maggie mee with lots of vege
Cute owls
Midnight walks and chats with God
Doing sit ups
Watching emo-semangat dramas
Chocolate and ice cream
Board pants
Playing with kids
Receiving random personal notes
Tesco chocolate cookies
Flowery floral skirts
Free bear hugs
Jonker walkie walk
Tree houses
Playing softball with ping pong bat
Blowing bubbles
Eating lots of rice
Reading super inspiring books
Being surprised
Breathing in fresh air
Playing taboo
Being random
Long detailed sms and emails
Karen Cheng
IKEA meatballs
Going for an adventure
Long deep sleep
Wellie Wellington
Chopchop stamps
Sitting on the swing till high-high
Lepak-ing at home
Thinking of creative concepts and ideas
Herbal tea eggs
Dramatic and semangat people
Stamps and postcards
To go for a haircut
Playing in the rain
Observing people
A mind that wonders
Making a long list like this =)

Links Links Links

2008-10-30T00:49:00.000+08:00

Malaccan

Adelyn
Adrienne
Allan
Amanda
Anna
Ashley
Bryan
Cathy
Davin
Eunice
Huey Juen
James
Jien
Johannan
Johnathan
Joy
Kirksman
Liz
Marianne
Martin
Tze Seong
Vanessa

Else Where

Grandma Annette
Jenna
Jessica
Jie Min
Joshua Johnson
Kuria
Lydia
Sarah
Su Lin
Thean Seng
Timothy
Timothy Cheng
Tze Yuen
Weng Yan
Yune Yee

Superstar Blogger

Anna Rina
Gala Darling
Hot Chocolate and Mint
Just Minishorts
Karen Cheng
Kim Ong
Marina Mahathir
Pioneer Woman
Su Ann
The Bitter Stickgal
Yasmin Ahmad

Interesting Stuff

Chipz Lee
CRAFT Magazine
Jonker 88
KL Pac
MPO
Soak Republic

sorry and thank you

2008-10-26T02:31:00.004+08:00

hopefully i will be much better soon.

hopefully. =/

trying :)

i'm sorry. =/

thank you for your patience. =/

thank you. :)

the end of art & craft project!

2008-10-22T13:18:00.001+08:00

The last three days of my Raya break was the start of my art and craft project of the semester – (beeeeelated) birthday and graduation and random hello cards.

The sudden enthusiasm and exuberance and excitement was overwhelming. I just have to brave myself and drove to Malacca town alone. Hopefully, I didn’t caused anyone to have hearth attack =/ but I think I did shocked mum a little for being too ambitious. Hehehe…

Anyway, I hopped from MyDin to Tesco to Popular to Ulat Buku to Thai Kuang in the hunt for the perfect papers. I still didn’t get the papers I imagined and wanted! How I wish ChipzLee open a branch in Malacca. Oh, my fave stationary shop =) I would spend lots of my time there touching the lovely papers and ohh arr.. at the cool stamps and test for a good black pen and check out the latest cheap wrapping papers and aww... at the super cute paper clips and wa… at the canggih-manggih glue and calculate how cheap is the envelopes and marvel at the various kinda of craft knife while nice Christian music plays softly.
FUH, as if I so gaya in making art & craft. Hahaha...

Ar... see, my mind wonders to another la-la land again.

Oh back to the un-sesat jalan.

In few hours time, I’m going to give away my last precious handmade card from this art and craft project. I like all my handmade cards though some bit cacat-ed especially those I made after I ter-cut my thumb =/
(No worries, no blood drip on any cards given out =P )
Now, I kinda miss the cards but at the same time I’m happy that the cards might made someone’s day, hopefully.

Mix feelings for cards! :) hahaha... I’m emo and weird.
Hopefully the handmade cards will be taken care by the new owners =D

Ar... my mind is thinking of when and what is the next art & craft project.
This is what i usually think during finals!

Oh crap... oh owl i mean, help me la!

la-la land

2008-10-21T13:07:00.004+08:00

While I’m studying, my mind wonders to la-la land

In la-la land

Early in the morning
- happy music - big awesome rainbow hanging in the sky – yummy finger food – bubble machine – cute polka dots umbrella – big red checked mat – sporting & on high buddies – flashy camera – sunnies - jumping shots – birds chirping away - happy-happy laughter – board games – gaya-ly dressed up – teddy bear hugs - tasty lemonade – juicy updates & stories – sing out loud – nice sunny yet not not too hot day – semangat mood – happy kiddy colours – chocolate & blueberry ice cream -

and then suddenly suddenly raining like elephants and owls
- still super semangat – dance in the rain – drench from head to toe – run like kiddy till puas-puas – swing as high as possible– jumping shots! – play London bridge – jump into mud - shoick sendiri habis-habis – yell out loud – big macho water gun – merry go round – stick out tongue – sing barney song -

and then at night,
- super comfy pajamas – lie down – pretty lanterns - chatty chatty chats – count the stars – watch a happy ending movie - polish & paint nails with weirdo patterns – hear the frogs croaks – eat kuaci and popcorn - read a kiddy picture book till fall a sleep under the dark starry night -

olala... happy happy day =D

ar... Brain, focus!

My brain always like this. Always think of lebih-lebih stuff when I need to concentrat. During exam period, my dream book aka idea book is the book I flip open the most =D if ever you see me busy jotting down stuff lately, I most likely just jotting down about la-la land =)

gosh... I blog more often when exam is so close

Yea and -.-''

Hehehe... loving it!

i miss my hantu mok mok hair

2008-10-20T22:51:00.010+08:00

I miss my super thick and kembang hair that needed at least 2 hours to totally dry it and wasted super lots shampoo and caused my scalp itched super easily and often caused my comb to stuck in it and always ter-eat the hair and always blocked my eyesight and made my head a bit more heavier and...

because of the hair, friends called me hantu mok mok , Ali? Abu? from KAMI, sampat po, Radi from OAG, rockstar, last class student and...

Despite all those nonsense, I still miss my super thick and kembang hair.

The hairstylist who molested my hair didn't cut short the length of my hair, BUT you should see the amount of hair he cut off.

IT WAS FREAKING A LOT!

I like and miss my hantu mok mok hair okay!

not so easy anymore =/

2008-10-20T09:59:00.002+08:00

For the past 2 semester, before finals, I told God seriously that Him being with me is the most important.

Results don’t really matter when I have Him
I did stuff that caused me to have less time to study
For in Him, I have everything right? =)

Wow… seemed so much faith and trust.

For the past 2 semester, I got 1st class!! =D

When I put Him 1st, He took care of my results
I was in cloud nine and thankfulness.
For in Him, He fulfill my desire =D

Wow… seemed so encouraging and uplifting

After getting 1st class for the past two semesters, it’s really no longer easy to say results don’t really matter when I have Him. I have experienced the happiness to get 1st class & the gaya-ness to be Pemenang Anugerah Akademik Peringkat Kolej & the easily earned 30 merits from kolej for being a 1st class student & the satisfaction to put a smile on my parents’ faces. Oh oh… it’s not so easy to let go my desires and ask Him to take control again.

Wow… seems so susah to say results don’t really matter when I have You

O God, can I have both – You and 1st class?
Can I? Why can’t I?
I know I can’t.
It’s either You or none of You.

O God, I’m so selfish.
I’m very sorry but I can’t help it
I wish I am not so greedy
I wish I trust you more

Oh, I can wish as much as I want
But I still have to make a stand, a decision
Thank you for you unfailing love and grace
Loving the selfish, greedy me

Once again, I lay down my desires and have You to take control
I know You will take care of me when I have You
Once again I want to tell you that results don’t really matter when I have You
I want to choose you over stuff of the world

Ouch! It’s not easy, God.
But I know, one day, when I read back I will remember this day
The day that I struggle and argued with my flesh and You
The day that I made a wise decision and will not regret it

Thank You for letting go and risking Your crown for me
Thank You for doing the will of the Father for me
Thank You for loving me the doubter, me the no body :)
Thank You

HUGS!

best way to cut of the addiction of card making

2008-10-19T11:21:00.003+08:00

firstly, take the craft knife and change to a new blade for safety purposes. secondly, take the blade and cut the thumb.

result guarantee =)

no longer can hold a ruler firmly to cut papers or fold a paper nicely. if you still insist to do it, blood will drip out and stain the precious nice papers. so end of the story of card making addiction

win-win situation.
hands get to rest, brain get to study =)

yea and -.-''

time to study =D

friendship

2008-10-17T03:05:00.007+08:00

friendship.
what is friendship?
why is there friendship?

friendship.
is a friendship worth your fight?
is it worth risking your face & time & effort for a friend?

walking away and blame each other is so much easier but then we are friends.
we are friends. friends fight for each other, right?

every friendship are worth my fight, at least till now =)

friendship must be the best ship on earth =)

oh sesat sikit.
today, i realize i still miss this place
after more than one year, i still miss this place
91 Kelburn Parade

one day, i would really like to go back there again.

Go back there again to take a peek in the comfy room with nice side windows, walk in the busy streets alone, eating yummy ice cream in the cold, getting lost in the graveyard, be amused by the free museums, climb mt Vic till kaki wanna patah, have a cup of super good coffee by the sea, eat in the Korean restaurant =)after a long day out, sit the super on time bus, search for cool post box, cook miso soup after a super cold walk...

ar... i miss Wellie =)

busy owl

2008-10-14T11:31:00.003+08:00

gosh! i finished my assignments yet I'm still very caught up with lots random stuff!

wish people are more considerate and not think of themselves only and don't waste my precious time. =P

boring & complainy & arg! stuff aside.

yesterday, i saw a full very-clear rainbow!!!!! loving it... seriously, in my whole entire life i only seen a full very-clear rainbow twice. full as in that terputus-putus and not block by any silly tall building. very-clear as i could see the difference of every colors very obviously. it really make me very, very happy and blessed =) Reminded of God's faithfulness to us. It is also an assurance to me that He is still in control although at times i feel He rule the earth worse than Pak Lah rules Malaysia =)

with the semangat to make cards, junk sales & new bazaars & J card member's day & cool new found shopssss, and excitement to meet up & hang out with graduates are not helping me to study! too much nice stuff to do... how often we have cool stuff we are excited about! =)

it's weird to get updates about home from blog -.-'' yes, Jien now i'm telling you to sms & call me more often =) hahaha... =P

i still like Bangsar =) i like the nice lady who works at Booksforlife shop. I can take my own sweet time to read through it, choose slow-slow, compare the price&cover&writings, legally allow to open the seal wrapper, ah-ma around in the shop without being pressured. just love the feeling being in the shop. Plus the banana leaves rice in Bangsar =) (sorry, i don't remember the shop name) not the best i have eaten but most accessible to me. Rice+vege+spicy stuff+yogurt make me super duper happy! =) oh one day, i shall talk about the shops i like in Bangsar =)

i got to go now!
tata... have a beautiful day!

randomness

2008-10-11T22:54:00.005+08:00

oh i'm back in UPM since last Sunday.
almost a week has past. time flies like a jet plane

on Friday, finally, i finished ALL my assignments.

then this lecturer, Dr. J who wasn't and still is not really happy that i asked permission to be exempted from class trip to go church, decided to give my 2 friends and i work to do. oleh hal demikian, i still got one work to do =/ which is to translate his slides from Bahasa Melayu to English. i'm quite fine with the work, just wish he gave us a longer dateline and give us with a good intention =)

oh about this thing - translation! in UPM edu fac, lecturers always encourage us to speak English and read books written in English. BUT then hor, 98% of our assignments are required to do in BM! where is the logic? i read and study in English, then i translate everything to BM -.-'' sesat! i should be able to graduate with a 2nd degree in translation kinda stuff.

today, FGA provided nasi lemak as dinner. then i'm reminded of all the nutrients and delicious food that i ate at home. home cooked nyonya pongteh but chicken version =P , grandma's nyonya otak-otak, sis new invention spaghetti goreng with lots of vege, misua with lots of vege + taufu, maggie curry with egg, korean instant noodles with lots of vege + fishballs, nice brown rice with salted vege + kicap =D , buffet with lots beef + 6 big juice oyster + lots sushi, and of coz kampung lapan wan tan mee and fried oyster as my farewell dish!!! =D erm... one day, i should post of my meals in upm and what is in my big food container =) Mum once said to me, if UPM has famine and draught, i would be last person who will die. =P

oh ya, i think the reason i got the semangat to wake up early or in the morning when i was at home was because of this song!

Not because i couldn't wait to use the towel but i was more awake and happy when i thought of the song when i woke up.
the song was one of the songs sang in Broadway Parodies Lagi lah... i watched it a few weeks back! i love it lots! really, really a lot =) don't mind watching it again =D

btw, going theater and stuff is really, really addictive! it kept playing in my mind and the yearn to go again is quite strong. hahahahaha... i will miss KL Pac when i'm in Melaka.

Lately, i have been thinking about my secondary school friends. the very weird mixture of secondary school friends i has =P

it's the 11th day since the last time i cut my hair. i still feel my hair felt molested! hahaha and -.-'' but can't help it not to mention.

last Tuesday, my kad matrik was banned from borrowing books for one month because i had more than 3 books on the table! seriously, i didn't know about the rule but then even if i knew it, it's still ridiculous to have the rule. each kad matrik can borrow 6 books but why can't i have more than 3 books on the lib table when i'm going borrow later? bo-doh!

today, a guy friend very randomly told me, i should marry to a pastor -.-''

last Thursday, for the 1st time in history, i skipped 5 hours of classes in one day =/ because i couldn't walk properly because... =P

oh ya, i still wish that i could attend Anna's birthday part which was held 2 months ago =) seriously!

my owl collection i expending a little =)

for the past 2 weeks, i feel artsy. hopefully it don't last too long as my finals is really, really around the corner. it's a sharp corner =/

last Wednesday, i lost one side of my owl earring =/ aku mencari dengan bersungguh-sungguh tapi tak dapat juga. but on the bright side, my fave pants that terkoyak few months ago is undergoing a healing process. hopefully, i still can wear it when it is heal =)

Tesco chocolate chip cookies is currently my fave cookie =) lots of chip and cheap! i like Tesco =)

i wish i have a nanny in UPM to wash and iron my clothes, prepare nutritious meals, clean my table, print my assignments, arrange my schedule to meet up with friends, wake me up for class, put in the right books in my bag, find my missing stuff, return lib books, write out formal letter when needed, fold my clothes nicely and arrange it according to colors =) and... ya, i want a nanny!

today, i earned 12 merits from kolej because i am one of the Pemenang Anugerah Akademik Peringkat Kolej =D =) *pat on the shoulder*

i still like long detail sms =)

this is what i do when upm net connection is good.

i should re-start my artsy project!! 12.02am =)

coolest place on earth!

2008-09-26T17:39:00.007+08:00

finally, I'm at the coolest place on earth again - HOME =D

After days of
sleeping at 4am to complete my assignments
eating at irregular time due to the limited food during lunch
without a laptop as my laptop charger died
worrying that virus might eat off my assignments
too busy till bathe after 9pm
missing out 8am classes
making library as my 2nd room at UPM
meeting here and meeting there
preparing and stressed over presentation

i'm finally, back home =D

you know what's cool about being at home?

even though i needs to complete three assignments and prepare one presentation during raya holiday, i kinda of looking forward to it. finally, i can do my assignments with everything i needed, most importantly tons of food around me =D plus one of the most important assignment i will be doing is eating disorder using cognitive behavioral therapy. thus, of coz i need to have good food in order i won't have eating disorder right? seriously, think a bout it. if i'm reading about eating disorder at UPM where i don't get to eat as much as i would love too, feels miserable and horrible eh? hehehe....

today i woke up at 9.15am without an alarm clock even though i slept at 3.20am! =D magic happens at home :) can't remember the last time i woke up the right time without alarm clock!

being at home, i can be irresponsible! opssss, but really =P i don't have to wake up on time to go class, i don't have to buy food and remember to eat on time, i don't have to make time to put the clothes into washing machine, i don't have to make sure i bathe early since got water heater, i don't have to care about whether what i wear mengikut peraturan kolej (cis!) and... okay, i am a lazy owl =D

and of coz, i don't have to have a ticking clock in head while using internet. in UPM i have a limited time of 40 hours per week to use internet. in upm, i am super jimat cermat while using internet plus i don't get to msn much =P at home, it is the other way round la =D

another cool thing about at home, i can eat lots without gaining weight. seriously, in upm, i eat quite little compare to at home and i never fail to gain weight. i don't mind gaining weight, if the food i eat is worth the weight i gain! =P oh, i love the brown rice at home. Rice, rice, rice... =D my theory is when there is nice food available, i'm happy. when i'm happy, my metabolism increases. when metabolism increases, no matter how much food i eat i don't gain weight! =D cool right?

some people always say i make UPM sound lika a horrible place. not true and it's not my point. my point is being at home is cool =D one day, i shall post about stuff i super like in UPM. the one day will come, please be patient with me =)

aha... one of the coolest thing while i'm studying in UPM is to go out with friends and do jumping shots without eyes starring at me. seriously, i never publicly did jumping shot in Melaka before. Guess in Melaka people are more free, hence more time stop and look and kepo! or maybe in KL, people are weirder so doing jumping shot is just a normal! =P

my family journal

2008-09-26T01:15:00.002+08:00

"My family journal" was the ultimate assignment that kept me busy for the last 2 weeks

28 pages long excluding 2 pages of childhood pics - double spacing - font Verdana - font size 11 - average time spend 1.5 hours per page - focus on childhood - the most enjoyable and meaningful assignment i ever done - like writing a longer version of blog post - obsessed with it - flip through dictionary like crazy - tears were shed as i jotted down my memories! EMO :) - body ached badly after sitting 8 hours straight - forgotten to eat & bathe - squeezed every inch of my brain to construct tons of proper English sentences - check and recheck grammar but I'm sure still got super lots mistakes - eat up 90% of my interest to post in blog - reminded of God's faithfulness in my life - realized there are parts of me never change =) - recalled and analyzed the mistakes of the past was emotional draining - learned that my past is a part of me but I'm not a prisoner of the past - i no longer remember a huge part of my childhood - thankful for the people who played their roles in my life...

no longer larat to continue to write.
a picture speaks a thousand words kan?

----------Spot me? =) the ten years old me - church camp - Fraser's Hill ----------

time flies faster than the jet plane!

aha... another picture =)

:)

2008-09-13T03:38:00.004+08:00

as usual, I'm so caught up with assignments to do.
i really wish I'm not so particular & detail in my work
but if I'm not, i feel like i didn't give my best =/

dilemma!

upm net has been super crazy.
i have no problem connecting facebook, friendster, all the blogs, msn, blogger and every other website except for GOOGLE, GMAIL and GOOGLE READER!
i didn't realize the importance of GOOGLE, GMAIL and GOOGLE READER until now! hehe...
just like i didn't realized how important my family to me until i went to matriks! =/

just awhile ago, i decided to take midnight walkie walk alone again
just me alone, away from being surrounded by people
just me alone talking to God.
moments of Him and me is like magic.
it never fail to refresh and lift me up.
it's not like i feel like super owl now
i still feel tired and stress but there is also a sense of stillness and being loved.
it's just overwhelmed me
if only, i could discipline myself to spent time with Him
just Him and I :)

I have been listening to You In Me by Juwita Suwita for the last one hour!
Super nice song =D

weird! though i'm tired, i'm not sleepy yet.
another half page of report =P

can't wait to go back Malacca =D

Reality therapy

2008-08-23T15:06:00.006+08:00

Last night, i just felt i couldn't stop complaining!!!
i spent some time complaining to God before dozing off.

Today, i decided to read up a little bit about Reality Theory.

Characteristics of Reality Therapy

Reality therapist do not listen very long to complaining, blaming, and criticizing because there are the most ineffective behaviors in our behavioral repertoire.

When clients point out correctly that this is unfair, the therapist may agree and say, "There is no guarantee that life is fair, You are the only person who can change. Complaining may feel good for a short time, but it is a completely ineffective behavior."

-Corey, Gerald (2005). Theory and Practice of Counseling and Psychotherapy. Brooks/Cole, Thomson Learning Inc.-

Did God just use a counseling book to speak to me?
Did He? Would He?

I'm suspecting God is using Reality Therapy on me! hehehe...
whatever it is, it made my day just to have the silly random thought!

=D

ARG!

2008-08-23T02:39:00.003+08:00

iwanttocomplainandyellandlettheworldentireknowthatcurrentlymylifeissuperdupercrazy!!!
iwanttocomplainandgrumbleandyellandjumparoundandtearpaperandthrowstressball!!!
iwantto...iwantto...butidonothavethetimetodoit. whencanihavetime?
idonothavetimetobepissedoffwhichmakemeverygrumpyandtired =(

currentlyoneofmytestpaperismissingandihavetonsofstufftodo
ohGod,ineedyourhelpdesperately.
mayatthistime,ilearnmoreaboutyou
mayatthistime,iwillspentmoretimewithyou
mayatthistime,ilearntowaitforyoupatientlywithhope :)

ohGod,iwonderhownextwekkwillbe?
worryisnouse,iwannatrustyou!
buthow?teachme
stilllovingYou

BAH!

oh what a day!

2008-08-19T11:36:00.003+08:00

i will survive today!

for the 1st time, i'm very glad that i didn't study much for test!
this morning paper have ONE question only which require much understanding and general knowledge. it would be a waste of my time to study for the test. with my merepek skills, i do i hope i do ok in it. oh no so salah la, didn't study much for test still hope to do well -.-" pls do not follow my example

now i'm suppose to prepare for my next test which is in 9 hours time. i have no mood to study, simply too many names, definitions, facts, situations...to remember. gosh! anyway, it's objective so i definitely have an answer for every question =D

aha check out this super nice handmade jewelery blog, Mimpi

can't wait for all my silly test to end!!!!!!!
arg! life is more than test!
get a life la =P

back home after 6 weeks

2008-08-17T00:29:00.002+08:00

oh i'm back home sweet home after 6 weeks in UPM

=D

Being at home is awesome because...
i get to eat a bowl of rice every 2 hours
i can sleep on a bigger bed
i can watch LATTE@8 and badminton finals comfortably
(Latte@8 is on 8TV again =D after disappearing for years =)
i don't have boil my own water
i get to use MSN, finally
i see food is everywhere!
i can cook my food properly
i can use wireless internet without a clock ticking in my mind
(at kolej, i only i have a limited time to use internet)
i can see & talk to my family =D

isn't it cool?

Be a counseling student and a friend

2008-08-14T09:21:00.004+08:00

Is it possible to be a counseling student and a friend to another counseling student?

Impossible is nothing to Him right?
but then, IT IS REALLY HARD!

Counseling student 1 : Hey, you seemed like thinking of something. Do you like to share?

CS 2 : ARG! Can you don't always use your counseling skills on me?!?!?!

*pissed off!*

CS 1 : Er... then what you wanna me to say?

CS 2 : Be a friend?

CS 1 : Oh ok! So, you seemed like thinking of something. Say, say, say. Say now! Tell me now!

CS 2 : -____________-" can't you use your skills bit uh?

See, is it hard?
A dilemma all counseling students have to face =D

to be kepochi friend or to be a friend who has counseling skills?

oh yes, stop guessing i am CS 1 or CS 2 if you are wondering!
don't be a kepochi friend, remember?
hehehehehe... =D

The Rat

2008-08-14T02:28:00.005+08:00

Last week, my lecturer was talking about phobias. He was explaining the different kinds of phobias and the names! Oh how interesting are the names. Then, he casually asked, “Siapa takut ular?” A few students rose up their hand and the next thing I saw was a few snakes wiggling on his hand and the class went…

Oh, I shall not talk about the reaction, just in case I break the confidential etiquette of my class.

Or have I broken it?
Er… not too sure about it. If you who is reading this, is my classmate and you think I have broken it, just let me know ya?
I will delete it off. Don’t need to sue me. My middle is already Sue =D

Oh yes, sesat again.
Back to the story, I was quite fine with snakes plus obviously the lecturer not so brave to take snakes right? (ops, am I underestimating my lecturer?)

After awhile, the lecturer asked, “siapa takut tikus?”
My toes curled up, stomach feel a bit weird and my shoulder shrunk in. From almost slipping off the chair, suddenly, I straighten up!
There, in his hands, was a rubbery soft black rat with utterly geli super long springy tail! After showing off awhile, he started to twist and turn the utterly geli super long springy tail!

OH MY GOODNESS!
Just by looking at it, I felt like yelling out loud.
But of cause, I didn’t. I’m brave, I got image to keep, I’m DWO =P Hahahahah…

It reminds me of my encounter with a big fat rat with utterly geli super long springy tail four years ago.

Four years ago, when I was form four, I attended Accounts tuition class on 7.30am, Sunday.
Yes, you read it correctly. Accounts tuition, 7.30am, SUNDAY!
(Now think of it, I think I was really hardworking! WAS =/ )

One beautiful Sunday, as usual, I woke up 7am with my eyes still could barely open. I dragged myself to the bathroom. While brushing my teeth, the back of my mind, I must be thinking I wish I don’t need to wake up, I wish I was smarter, I wish I didn’t tell my form 3 Kemahiran Hidup(KH) teacher that “there is only four accounts questions in PMR KH paper. So what is the use of studying Account?”, I wish the tuition class is held later, I wish… oh how I wish =D

As I was thinking, I heard a sound of footsteps in the toilet.
It was very quick yet soft little footsteps.

I looked into the mirror carefully.
Nothing.
I though I must be day dreaming. I wasn’t quite awake yet.
After few seconds, I heard it again.
But this time, louder, clearer and quicker.
I looked into the mirror.
Nothing!
I turned my back.
Nothing!
I looked up!
Lo and behold, I saw a super fat rat with utterly geli super long springy tail running super fast around the four walls of the toilet.

I was super stunned, freak out, in unbelief state.
If I’m not mistaken, few weeks before that, I just wrote an English essay about being trap in a room with rats.

Quickly, I jumped up to the water tank. That was the most logical and best solution I could thought of at that moment of time.
The big fat rat with utterly geli super long springy tail was surrounding me in circles!!!!
After I regained my ability to breathe, I quickly ran out of the toilet and latched it. Then, there was I, outside the toilet, yelling out loud for daddy the hero!

Oh crap, what would I do without daddy! =/

So, here’s my story how I started to scare of rats.

Oh yes, I was super traumatize by it!

Don’t you ever try to throw a big fat rat with utterly geli super long springy tail at me! I wouldn’t take, and I wouldn’t have the sporting-ness & strength to laugh even after I realized it’s a prank, and then tears will start to fall like raindrops, and then you will have no way of comfort me, and you will start to feel super duper guilty for traumatizing me the next few days for an exchange of few seconds of my freaking out moment!

There!
I just help you to think and analyze the consequences. =D hehehe…
Am I not a good future counselor? ;)

Okie dokie. Now back to my classroom.
The lecturer seemed to enjoy wiggling the utterly geli super long springy tail. After awhile, he got bored at it. Then, suddenly, someone said, “Dr, ada katak tak?” (hahahaa... so funny! ada Katak tak? hehehee =D ops sorry, shock sendiri again)

And I went OH MY GOODNESS!
If you have not read of my frog story, it’s here or here =)

the walk

2008-08-12T17:41:00.001+08:00

side note: i should be studying since few hours ago but then my blur and sleepy mood is still lingering. no use studying right? what an excuse! =P

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In UPM Education faculty, most likely your day began at 8am, if you are a bit luckier then a little bit later.

This semester, Monday to Friday i have classes either start on 8am or 9am!
When i first saw my this semester schedule and observed my holiday sleeping pattern, i knew i'm in big trouble. despite of the 3 weeks camp Cameron that trained me to wake up 7am and stay awake the whole morning, i still find it almost impossible to wake up 7am by my own will.

hence for the past 6 weeks of my uni life, i am either super late for class or panting in class!

everyday, except for Monday, i walk to class.

for monday class, i take the bus since my class is a bit far to walk.
therefore, i have been faithfully late for class! =/

for other days than Monday, i walk to class. it's not that i love to walk but i simply don't have time to wait for the bus! =/
therefore, i have been panting crazily for the 1st 10min in class.

lately, i realized i only need 7 minutes to walk from my hostel to my faculty with my dainty ballet pumps.
rewind to my 1st semester, i needed 15 minutes to walk the same distance with my nike sport shoes.

wohoo... What an achievement!
an achievement to save time
an achievement to save time to sleep more
an achievement to save time to sleep more to give my brain more oxygen
ab achievement to save time to sleep more to give my brain more oxygen to be more alert in class

=)

Everyday, around 7.53am, i would start my journey to my faculty.
without fail, i would see the same people i saw yesterday, same time, same place =)
What an assurance, i'm not alone =D
bad habit dies hard la...

first semester, walking to class was a relaxing and time alone with God in the morning.
i took my own sweet time getting myself ready to face the brand new day =)

however, this semester, walking to class seemed to be like a competition to me.
As the days goes by, i realized i walk faster and faster, and so are the others.
they improved so much that it encourages me to go class later so that i have more motivation and adrenaline rush to walk faster to class -.-''
am i learning the wrong lessons, i wonder?

anyway, now, my calves are firmer than ever =D

i wish

2008-08-11T14:45:00.003+08:00

i have to endure 5 tests this week before i could enjoy the luxury of home =D

*oh ya, Malacca finally have ONE donuts shop - BIG APPLE =D *

anyway, i know i need to study but i hate to study in a hurry.

i like to study and think, think, think think. think how can i use in situations and think whether the Bible say anything about it. but then, if i continue to do this, i'm not going finish studying even one subject!

in like 5 hours, i have test yet i am still not fully prepared.

and here i am, still can read blogs and e-window shop at Fovever21.com
*if you are busy, pls do not click it. flee from temptation =D *
oh i should never start talking about which are the dresses, skirts and bags i like to own!
plus i should never start talking about how the clothes in Forever21.com is so cheap for an American and why can't Malaysia have it!
oh it's time like this i have all the inspiration to do craft and write letters!

how i wish i have more time or should i wish i am more discipline or should i wish i don't need to sleep or should i wish money can drop from the sky or should i wish i have a maid in UPM or should i wish my books are thinner or should i wish i'm a genius or should i wish for a holiday now or...

oh how i wish i could stop thinking of what i wish -_______-''
complicated owl :)

Will Be Write Back

2008-08-09T11:51:00.002+08:00

lately, i have so much to write about but simply don't have time to do it or some i can't write for some reasons.
life have been good. oh no, i mean awesome!!!!!!! =D :)

you know sometimes, how i wish things, people and myself would be different and change.
just wish la, coz it looks and sounds very impossible.
but then, it turned out to be how i wish it would be.
isn't it awesome! really fantastic and bombastic =D

oh i'm comfirm going back Malacca next week.
i have transnational 7pm 15.8.08 bus ticket in my wallet.
yes, i'm seriously going home =D
gosh... i can't believe i actually needed to buy tickets so early to just go back Malacca. hahahaha...

i have like 6 test next week, and i have not studied much =/
and i plan to go for UPM dogathon (check out the website and come! though i never been before, i heard it was fun. i'm really making sure i'm going this year though i'm super busy! =P ), and have meals with cg members, prepare cg materials, go for jog...

gosh... i'm too ambitious eh?
shot! i should start studying NOW.

tata....

Wait patiently

2008-08-04T11:47:00.002+08:00

Wait patiently don't exist in my dictionary YET!

Not yet but soon!

When i was in primary school, my most stressful moments was to wait alone for my aunt/mum to pick me up. i hated it. if aunt/mum didn't come in half an hour, my tears could stop flowing down. i worried that i would be forgotten and nobody remember to pick me up.

When i was in my secondary school, my most stressful moments was to wait to enter the examination hall. my stomach and intestines would get super cranky. i would rush to toilet and worried i would be late for examination. plus, i worry teacher would forgot i was supposed to take the paper.

after graduating from secondary school, waiting for matriculation acceptance letter was my stressful moments. i worry that my application was not filled correctly or my application never arrived in their office. i prayed and cried and prayed and worried. ARG!

oh how i hated to wait.

then when i successfully entered matriculation, i realized God was teaching to wait patiently. from waiting for friends to get dress up to waiting for the unfaithful bus that come sesuka hati to waiting for lecturer to come in kuliah to waiting for a plate of horrible nasi goreng kampung to waiting for countless meeting to start!

oh waiting irked me to the bits.
for i didn't wait patiently. i waited very anxiously.

in matriculation, i learned a lot about waiting patiently and i thought i have grasps it all.

when i came UPM, i felt i was improving well in my waiting patiently skills. i'm ok waiting PATIENTLY for komuter bus for an hour. it's a breakthrough for me. I felt God has taught me through the course of waiting patiently. it was as if i graduated from the course and God was done with me in 'waiting patiently'

then, last friday, i wanted to go back to Melaka but ALL tickets were sold out.

side note: i think the numbers of ppl taking bus have increase tremendously. it very advisable to buy ticket few days earlier. can't have last minute plan already =/

back to the story, i had to wait for my sister sms reply and then, finally wait for her at KL central for about 2 hours. i was okay about it but after 15 minutes, i started shaking my legs and started scribbling. my stomach got cranky again. i started to worry she would forgot to pick me up. Sign of me being very anxious again.

After awhile, something just click and pop in my mind. i realized this is how i treat God also. I wait for God to move anxiously, in a hurry, with thoughts flying through my mind, with worry that He might forgot to speak to me. my quiet time always have been an anxious quiet time -.-''

i was battling with God about it and pouring my heart to Him. Told Him how hard is it for me to wait for i hate waiting. I ask Him could He speak faster to me rather than i have to wait.

then out of a sudden, a question popped in my mind, "are you waiting for Me or am I waiting for you?"

WOW! *hard bang on the head*

that night while i was asleep, in my dream, i heard a clear soft voice said, " I am by your side."

God doesn't just want to give me the breakthrough but to walk with me in the breakthrough.

What a comfort!
I feel very loved by Him last weekend.
Indeed, very loved.

how can i ever stop loving this God? =D

"I wait for the Lord, my soul waits, and in his word I put my hope."
Psalm 130:5

oh, i shall wait patiently with hope =D

the journey to the center of the earth

2008-07-30T01:51:00.002+08:00

Today, i decided to watch The Journey To The Center Of The Earth, 3D which cost me RM17 to celebrate my 10th time to the cinema in my entire life! =D

Hehehe... just joking about the celebrate part. But the 10th time to cinema is true =D and i'm proud of it. oh by the way, this year i watch 3 movies in cinema which it's a breakthrough for me =P

Oh ya, sorry side track! The 3D version of The Journey To the Center Of the Earth is awesome. RM17 was worth it since i had the best seat with the best companion. For one hour plus, i couldn't decide to laugh or shout -___-''

go go and watch! to encourage more movie to film in 3 D version and indirectly give me a reason to go cinema again and by doing this it give me opportunity to contribute to our Malaysia economy =D

oh i'm crappy =P anyway, nvm back to the topic.

The 3D version is only available in Mid Vally, so to all Melaka people don't emo k. Dataran Pahlawan got super big cinema =D

new semester, new cell group

2008-07-27T14:12:00.003+08:00

tomorrow, my cell group will officially start at 7.30pm

i long for a cell group that each one of us feel belong as a family.
i long for a cell group that carry each other burden to grow together.
i long for a cell group that true friendship will be found.
i long for a cell group that everyone look forward too.
i long for a cell group that exist because of Him =D
i long for a cell group that is empower and take ownership of it
i long for a cell group that love, encouragement, patience and joy can be found.
i long for a cell group that God is moving powerful.

sounds so impossible, but impossible is nothing to Him =D

I still do not know what to do for the next cell group meeting. a step at a time.

Here am i, praying hard. I feel so inadequate many times, no matter how much others said i did well. if God is not in it, everything is useless.

serving before in many ministries, i find serving in IK CG the most challenging and exciting. however at the same, serving in IK CG also have been the most discouraging and lonely road that i ever taken. while preparing materials for cg, it was always as if i met God face to face. Looking into my weakness and shame with an magnifying glass with God. it's freaking scary for i know without i am nothing. i am nothing to lead a cell group.

may God speaks.
may He be really real.
may He unite our hearts.

i still have net =D

2008-07-27T04:12:00.003+08:00

i can't believe internet in my hostel room is running super well!
it's a good thing but i hope i will get over about having internet in the room soon.
every time, i manage to connect, i turned into jakun as if i can't use internet tomorrow.

my prayer came through! i prayed that my lappie can connect to wireless in my hostel room and it does now! wohooo... =D

it had been an awesome semester so far and it will be more awesome =D

for the 1st time at UPM, i finally ate durians at the ladang! =D though it was yucky, at least i could say i been to UPM durian ladang. hahahaa...

for the 1st time in 8 years, i played basketball for 2 hours straight. the next few days, my right shoulder blade like going to drop off

for the 1st time my pants tore after i fell while trying to balance on a curve. i'm a genius!

for the 1st time, i acted in my group presentation as wife! -_______-'' i hope it's the last.

of coz, for the 1st time i could online in my hostel room =D

my days in UPM is getting better each day! i'm really thank God for His assurance and love and being patience with me =D

rainy day!

2008-07-24T12:12:00.002+08:00

wow... i love the internet connection today!!!
i can't believe it. i'm in my hostel room and my old rusty lappie can connect to the internet!!!!!
oh, pls continue to be like this then i think my hostel is the perfect hostel already! =D i'm no longer feel like in the jail! can't stop smiling =) ;) =D

oh btw, during holiday, i found my 1st few post which i posted in my 1st blog.
dah tiga tahun dahulu....
i think i write better last time than now. =/

anyway, untuk bacaan kalian =D

I love rainy day!

I love the smell of the rain especial when it is just starting to rain or drizzling. The fresh smell of raindrops just refreshes me. I smelt before many kinds of perfumes but none can compare to the smell of the raindrops. To me, the smell that comes out while the grass is being cut is almost as refreshing as the rain’s smell. However, it depends on what kind of grass, some grass stinks and the noise of the machine annoys me. No words I can use descript The Smell Of The Raindrops. I miss The Smell Of The Raindrops these days….

I love the sounds and rhythms of the rain. Tick tok tick tok…. It’s special and make me feel peaceful but not until the thunders roar. Different kinds of sounds are produced when the raindrops, fell on different object. It sounds like an orchestra. There variety of sounds and rhythms in every rain if you just listen carefully, maybe you too will enjoy it! It’s so unique, special…

I love to run and play in the rain even when I am seventeen going to be eighteen! It was just a few weeks ago, I ran in the rain. I was shopping happily in Mahkota Parade with my sister, maybe too happy. We did not realize it was raining until it was time to go back. We waited and waited but the rain did not stop. Finally, we decided to run in the rain. We ran in the rain about 100m before reaching the car. My unfaithful scandal broke on the way. I walked bare footed to the car. I have great fun even though I was drenched. The feeling of the raindrops touched your skin is so enjoyable. If there is a chance again, I’ll do it again and again and again….

It truly amazes me the way God pour down rain on this earth. The smell… the sound… and the touch of the rain actually reflect how creative God really is. God not only pour down rain to serve as it purpose, but he always created rain for US, yes you and me to enjoy and admire his beautiful creation! Your creation is so so beautiful…

the walk

2008-07-24T10:14:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, i decided to take walk to Ikatan Kristian instead of the usual running/ taking the bus to the venue.

i realized i have been too busy to look at the beautiful sky + the birds freely flying around + the sound of my footsteps + the trees waving at me (figuratively, not literally! Fuh... taking Tingkah Laku Bilazim taught me not to simply say stuff =P) + breathe in slowly + take a look at the orangie sun + peek at students happily playing basketball and jogging + notice the ants crawling on the road + realized being Pak/Mak guard is the most boring work on earth + the path i used to take last semester had been fence up + the curve by the road which i love to balance it on (despite the danger of it!) + enjoy the excitement of crossing the big busy road in UPM + the deep big drain that i jump over almost everyday + stop and see my study place for the past 2 years.

how fast time flies.

i really do like UPM.

btw, i do have internet connection in my room right now.
pls pray it will continue to be very consistent

maybe one day, i should tell about my story with internet

have a good day =D

struck in library again!

2008-07-22T11:14:00.004+08:00

it's raining owl and donkey!
i am struck in the library again.

wow, maybe it a good thing since i have nothing else to do beside updating my blog bit =D

this morning, i had class at 8am. And guess what, i woke up at 7.55am and i was still very determine to go to class (with my honey and darling roomate encouragement, of coz). i reached my class at 8.20am! not bad uh? The class was conducted by 2 foreign master students. For once, i was more responsive in class because i could use English =D it's a BIG thing to me since ALL my classes are taught in BM except for English class. (Macam secondary school kan?) Hopefully, there are more classes conducted in English =D

yesterday, i played basketball for almost 2 hours. for the 1st time in like 8 years, i played basketball again! My legs are arching! i realised i no longer have much energy as i used to have. plus i am no longer as competitive aka kiasu as i was in secondary school. weird eh? age is changing up? hahahah... anyway, i think playing sports help a lot to stay fresher (i think so coz i wasn't really sleepy till 4am) i had fun sweat it out =D

let me talk about my nice and cool faculty library! This library is really nice with good connection and air condition. The books & journals are updated and well organized. There are tons of stories book and magazine. I love reading reader digest and flip through fashion magazine. Can you believe education faculty subscribe to fashion mag! ya, cool right? everything is cool, ALMOST. This library have one stupid rule - BOOKS CANNOT BE BORROWED! Seriously, i would like to know another library that do not allow books to be borrowed. Plain stupid, i think.

oh ok, the owls and donkeys just left.
time to go back hostel to prepare for CG stuff.
pray for me ya! =D

i'll update another time,
maybe another rainy day =D

HAPPY!

2008-06-11T00:08:00.001+08:00

i am a lot happier today! =)

are you? SMILE!

scary!

2008-06-07T15:47:00.002+08:00

have you feel like you can't breath?

just wanna sleep all day long?

wanna bath for two hours?

feel like gonna pengsan?

or maybe throw your hand phone into the sea?
*oh on a second thought, maybe just don't ring can already =)

just because you sent an email!
hahahaa... i bit too dramatic la but right now this is how i feel =P

i never thought sending an email can be this scary.
hopefully i can sleep tonight =)

2008-06-06T02:02:00.000+08:00

dead for a moment.
will rise up again.
hopefully soon =P

Do you really mean it?

2008-06-04T16:02:00.000+08:00

Do you really mean when you...

send sms and type HUGS and I MISS YOU?

said I will email you the pictures later?

compliment someone who is your opponent?

wish someone happy birthday through msn/sms/facebook?

promise to call back?

invite someone to come to you house?

said you wanna get to know another person better?

ask someone to go out to eat one day?

erm... do you really mean what you say?
i must say i'm guilty of it many times but i'm trying to really mean what i say.
let our yes be yes, and our no be no

2nd year going to 3rd year

2008-05-02T21:22:00.002+08:00

yap, i will be 3rd year counseling student in less than 3 months time
time really flies like a jet plane
it was just like few days ago, i came to UPM
seriously, time flies. i could remember semester one quite vividly but others...i'm not too sure what i did la.

anyway, my 4th semester had been the most enjoyable and memorable semester for me so far
i saw God move in ways i never thought He would
this semesters i began to see a little bit more results and breakthrough =)
4th semester i did stuff that i didn't do before and wouldn't like to do again. hahahaha...

i confronted friends, friends who i cared.
Truth hurts but truth set you and me free =)
it's certainly not easy though i learned so much about confrontation through counseling classes. however, to put into real life, it was certainly not easy. anyway, i would confidently say it helps =D

friends got more passionate about God just encouraged me so much in my walk with God. i really believe that God strategically placed each friends in my life for a reason. i began to really believe that God's will is really detail. when He said He'll guide our footsteps, He really mean it.

i have the honor *ahem* to be the roommate to my roommate (btw, i called my roommate "roommate" and so does she) she impacted me much by sharing her life to me. many of my perspective was challenged and changed because of her night lectures =P

besides, i also realized that being open with others actually open up the door to be hurt easily by others. it was definitely an emo semester. i couldn't recount how many times i cried and prayed to sleep. right now, i couldn't recall every incident that i cried for but i do remember i cried very badly. when i was emo, i always felt like everyone around me were also emo =P i don't know how true is true. erm... anyone would like to do research about it?

getting ready to step into next semester is super scary for me. i have few very good and close friends who are graduating. Friends who encouraged when i was down, inspired when i felt hopeless, told the truth though we hated to hear, cried together just because we liked too, slapped my back to buck up, hug me when i need one, chatted till sunrise,hang out when we wanted to... you know who you are! YOU meant a lot to me =) you see beyond my age and lameness!

4th semester was full of surprises =D i mean really lots of surprises which i really treasure and appreciate lots

walking into 5th semester is super scary. i'm not sure what lies ahead but continue to trust God that He will take care of me each day =) looking forward to have another semester of adventure with God =D

God is good for i have tasted His goodness =)

What a weak!

2008-03-24T13:27:00.002+08:00

What a weak!
Oh i mean week.

Here am i, wasting myself watching Malaysian Dreamgirl.

Finally, i got sometime to waste. hehhee...

The week after election, not only our country went to don'tknowhwatishappening kinda stage so do i.

from sending more than 100 smses per day to sleeping at 6.30am.

it was crazy, frustrating, disappointing, and all the negative stuff is coming out of me!!!!

i miss my adventures, hang out, sleepover, jogging, and of coz wasting time!
AAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!

i'm really glad it's almost over. i just need to do a power point presentation and i am done with assignment!

I need my adventures and day out!!!
Can't wait for it! hehehee.... more interesting post up =D

I used to joke about the short my hair is the most stress i am.
but lately, i find it very true la... My yearn for a hair cut increase when i am stress. Weird but quite true eh! =D

Can't wait to go out and have fun!

till then, have a nice day =D

march!

2008-03-15T02:48:00.003+08:00

when i started my sem in December, i was super semangat to make my life right!
er... not that i was wrong all this while la

just that i want to eat, sleep, exercise right!
live a healthy life =)
i was so semangat that i decorated my room and write down my aims!

but so far i have FAILED badly! hahaha...

how can i eat right when...
the chocolate, ice creams, and yogurt are starring at me
the India spicy food stall aunty is waiting for me
my food container is always full of cereal, chips more, chocolate drink, sweets...
i don't have time to buy healthy food. so many assignments to finish on time!

how can i sleep right when...
i have such an awesome roommate to chat with
tons of assignments to do
i have to attend meeting till late at night!
i get hungry late at night

the worst is how can i exercise right when ....
I AM SO LAZY!
(ps : i have no idea why i always can't spell exercise correctly!? maybe 'it' don't like me! hahaha...)

anyway, one of my aim for this sem is to be able to jog 1km!
i'm not even half way! nvm, hopefully during exam periold i'll more rajin to jog!
arg! to live right is definitely not easy =/

even right now, i am trying to sleep but i'm owl eh!
i slept at 8pm and woke up 12am to have a bath and eat Korean noddles and here i am still waiting to fall asleep!

ok2fail

2008-02-17T16:53:00.003+08:00

it is okay to fail for it prove that i am still a human
-DWO-

Happy V-Day

2008-02-14T15:09:00.003+08:00

You know you're in love when you can't fall asleep because reality is finally better than your dreams
-Dr Seuss-

Can you sleep last lately? hehehe...

speed typing =)

2008-02-06T21:57:00.001+08:00

64 words

Touch Typing online

currently, this is my hobby =)
*check out my bro!* -________-''
practice make perfect =D
test for yourself and let me know how your did?

A-Z

2008-02-04T22:12:00.002+08:00

This is how i spend my 2 days of my holiday!
This is surely the most time consuming post, ever will i post!
Editing pictures is addictive!
I want to learn more about editing!!

Adventure!
Yes, i love adventures.
Even sitting KTM can be an super exciting adventure!
Pls let me know if there is any nice place around KL & MLK to discover!

Blown away
Literally, i was being blown away.
I couldn't stand still!

Cacated
er... not me!
The ones beside me. tsk tsk..

Dainty
Ar... the one beside me too =)

Enough is enough!
i ate 3 bowls of cenduls on that day!

Flying high

Geli!

Hair band!
I can't wear hair band more than 10min!
Professional help needed =/

In Love?

Jagged
i love my jagged hair =D

Kopi Soh
*no comment, don't comment!*

LOL

More food pls!
food vacuum i am =)

Nice hair day!

Owlie Owl
look alike?

Patene Commercial!

Queens and King
not too hard to imagine, right?

ROOOOW!

Shortie =P
never felt shorter than this

Tween
the 12 years old me =D

Unknown.

V V V

Wacky

Xtra freaking cold

yummy yummilicious!

zip up! zoom off!

which is your favorite uh?
=)

the super duper long speech!

2008-02-03T15:05:00.000+08:00

i can foresee it would be a super duper long speech since i got tons of super duper nice friends to thank =)

i used to write tons of thank you cards to tons of friends
lately, i would love to save the trees so i decided to blog about it
if sms, it would be deleted in few days time
if email, it might be deleted and long forgotten
Hence, blog is the best! It would be deleted and can read back anytime.

Year 2007 had been awesome and filled with surprises!
I grew(i think!) and experienced so much that i could ever imagine
many dreams and wishes came through in Year 2007
of coz, all this couldn't be possible without yummy lovey friends around

ahem... let's start my THANK YOU list

Thank you to Anna the banana - the meow meow - the ugly kiss
TQ for sending random + wu liao + super long + emo emo + funny smses, it just brighten my day! TQ for not always siding with me and telling me the truth. True friend tell the truth in love, Amen! TQ for not only blog but also read tons of blogs to make our conversations funnier! =P TQ for being my KL tour directory! TQ for telling me how many clothes & shoes you brought for I feel much better about myself after that. *evil laugh* TQ for letting me to crash your room and use your stuff =) Thank you many, many more stuff. Un-type-ble!

Thank you to Jie Min the ah min - aminah - the sampat po =P
TQ for trying super duper hard to listen to my late night talks though you still fell asleep. i know you tried super hard. Your hard word is much appreciated! TQ for throwing to me your super blur and confusing questions which make me think, pray, think... It challenge me to seek God even more. TQ for not worrying for me although I always send super emo emo smses. TQ for all the awesome adventures together! Life is to short to miss out any of the adventures! Oh ya, not forgetting your hugs. Truly, luvin it! This is just a tiny bit of what I can thank you =D

Thank you to Wan Ling the lemon - the cg leader - the small and cute
You were the 1st person I knew from UPM. The day before I entered UPM, Anna told me about you. Seriously, I was so comforted. Through you, I know that God has a very detailed plan for you, me and everyone. God placed you at K6 and the stuff that you went through is for a reason. I can't imagine if you didn't stay in K6. TQ for bringing to IK UPM and FGA KL. TQ for being a super kind CG leader. Of coz, TQ for being a friend who I can find when I am super duper emo. TQ for being a great sister to me, always taking care of me. TQ for noticing I seldom eat junk food. TQ for offering to take me on the bike when I was super sad and speechless. TQ for sharing out your hearts to know though I just know you for a short while. TQ for spending time chatting with me. TQ for showing raining down God's love =) Before you graduate, I'm going to put you in bottle and bring you with me. Luving you lots!

Thank you to Hwei Sue the SueSue - the mother-in-law's attractor - the super kind
You are the 1st person (and still is) I knew who is super kind and low profile. The thousands little act of yours is very much love. TQ for trying super hard to answer my super confusing questions. TQ for still loving me though at first you weren't comfortable with the way i speak. TQ being such an adventurous (fear no sun nor rain but God) and a must-try person! I love going out with you. Can't wait for more adventures! TQ for caring so much for us though you always say no la... TQ for being such a mother to me. You impacted my life with your simplicity!

Ar... if i continue being so ah ma, i don't think i can finish in a year. I shall limit it to 3 sentences per person. =)

Pin Yuen, you are such an awesome course mate and friend. You thought to me stay clam despite what is happening. TQ for the pen at the right time and your emo emo msg.

Joyce Yip, TQ taking care of me when i was sick and disappointed. TQ for sharing your feelings, thoughts and secrets to me for you make me feel special. TQ for encouraging me in you very own special and cute way.

Joy Lee, TQ for rajin-ly fetched me to UPM. By hearing you serving faithfully in Acts really do encourage me in my walk with Christ. TQ for arty stuff and nicey notes.

Yune Yee, TQ for patiently and rajin-ly taking pictures whenever, wherever! Looking forward to much more adventures to come. MPO the next one! TQ for always layan-ing and sayang me =)

Siow Yee, you are such a sweet girl. TQ for making a stand for Christ. I'm really proud of you.

Yee Min, TQ for never fails to notice me and telling me you miss me whenever I didn't go FGA. Just by you going to FGA every week, truly encourages me. Btw, you are such a drama queen and i like your ikat-ikat pants. hehee...

Ps Les, thank you for still msn-ing and calling me though you went to a far away land, Rawang! Hehehe... TQ for entertaining me with your random msn.

Esther Khor, your smiles never fails to cheer me up =) Smile for Jesus!

Yee Ling, TQ for being such an awesome CG leader. Although you still look super scary to me, i know you are super duper loving =) TQ for offering to sent me back to KC though I still was so stubborn insisting to walk back in the rain.

Joseph & Eunice, TQ for always being there for me. Although I can be very nonsense+ stubborn + crappy, you still care for me. TQ for you many calls even when I sms for fun. TQ for opening up your house for me to run away from UPM =D

Su Lyn, Dong. Though you were the MTM and super top scorer, you are still super duper approachable, friendly and nice.

Su Lin the sunshine. TQ for ajak-ing me to KL Pac at the right time. I was super sad at that point of time and you not only made my day special but I'm glad to have kaki jalan friend like you!

Amelia, TQ for bringing me out for dinner during my 1st semester. =) It made a lot of difference

Joseph Raj fr CLA, TQ for never fails to say HI to me whenever i goes back to Malacca. I can see that i taught you well in sunday school. hehehe..

Eugene, your craziness make the magic church bus a more gempak place =)

Hendra, TQ for being crappier than me =)

Weng Yan, TQ for still remember to your promise to bring me oversea when i am thin enough to fit inside your suitcase =P

Eunice Teoh, TQ for your trademark smile. TQ for sitting with me when I was alone in CLA

Amy Yong the scandalous friend, TQ for loving me despite my bad mood.

Aunty Maggie, loving the way you are. TQ for your encouragement and preaching. You are my fave speaker! My fave quote from you, "Your As, your Cs are the same. The same in the eyes of God!" TQ for being the pastor's wife instead of lawyer or doctor =D

Joshua Thean, TQ for being the ex IK president. TQ for sending here and there esp to satay kajang =) TQ for have the impression that I am tall though I am not so. hehehe...

Timothy the faithful van driver, TQ for patiently and faithfully sending UPMers for prayer meeting though i always give complicated instructions. You are very much appreciated.

Kiat Ru, you are truly one of a kind. Though we talked only once two years ago, i miss you dearly. You encourage me so much more than you think. Loving the way your love God.

Kai Shuen and Badri, TQ for helping out in a millions simple ways.

Grace Chiew, TQ for being my friend =)

Lyn, Jenny, Esther, Laura, and all those who i met in NZ, TQ for making my trip there memorable =)

Zhi Hui, you are such an encourager. TQ =D

Wei Xin, Florence Lee, Peter and other who rajinly sent me here and there.

Michelle Chee, your laughter never fails.

Uncle Lee and Uncle Ivan, TQ for always semangat-ly asked "How are you" and wishing "God Bless You" =)

Sunnie and Su Lian, TQ for your hugs though we just knew each other.

Jasmine, loving the way you are.

BLHC, TQ for faithfully comment in my blog. If i ever will give away the most faithful commenter award, without any doubt, it would be you. You taught me not judge a person by it's cover

Adrienne, TQ for being a living testimony. TQ for leaning on to Christ for I am more convince God is truly really ALIVE. TQ for your HI and I MISS YOU sms =)

Carene, TQ for being such a super duper encouraging sister. Though you are far away, you still ask how is my shopping? hehe...

Jia Ying, TQ for replying my sms for i know you are still ALIVE =D

Eileen Tai, TQ for helping to halau the katak!

Tze Yuen, TQ for reading my blog for it increase my blog traffic =D

to all my friends who i met through FESPIC espcially Ya Hsuan, Tze Hui, and Jung Chul who still keep in touch with me. TQ for all your gifts that flew all the way to my home. TQ for email and msn me despite your busy schedule. Looking forward to meet you all again =)

to all the kids in CLA, TQ for always making me feel welcome whenever i go back to CLA though i always kena bully.

to all who always super rajin to chat with me online. TQ for chatting with me though i can be super nonsense + crappy + mengkeksimkan. TQ for pouring out your hearts even though you don't know me well.

Aunty who sweeps my hostel, you always make sure the toilets are clean for me to use. TQ!

Aunty who sells tau fu hua at old flats, you make the best tau fu hua! Though you think I am stupid to study counseling, i still like your tau fu hua. I pray that you will know God one day.

The lady who sells super nice handmade polymer accessories in Mt Kiara, you made me feel life is wonderful. Full of love and care for another!

TQ to all the visible and invisible readers for you patience.
Do drop a comment and make me smile =)

anyone i left out?
sorry, pls don't be merajuk if I terlupa to write your name.
Just let me know. Hehehe... =)

What I did in 2007!

2008-02-02T03:08:00.000+08:00

Year 2007

a list of stuff that I did for the 1st time

the most gempak one would be i sat plane for the 1st time and for 11 hours.
feaking long 11 hours!
Jet lag, back ache, sleepless, airplane not nice food, stuffy!
Until now, i'm still kinda scared of sitting any transportation more then 5 hours non stop!
I'm not complaining though. I love when the plan take off and land.
Super cool! Awesome! =D

i knew how it felt to be in 4 degres plus drizzle and wind blowing strongly.
Please be thankful that you are in Malaysia.
Seriously, like Sue Fin's pastor said," Like a car wash!"
I would like to add a little, "it's like a car wash with super cold water with cold wind blowing!"
When the spine shivers, it's super painful.
i sound like an old aunty now.

i did sand boarding =)
sand boarding is like surfing on sand. hehehe...
it was really cool but to walk up the hill wasn't cool at all!
i almost blown by the wind or rolled down if i was 1 kg lighter

i did zorbing!! =)
zorbing is fun yet not scary!
it felt like in a washing machine =D
Everyone must zorb before they old-old!

i fed a lamb
so comel!
i wanted to kidnap it
but decided not, coz i find sheeps geli!

i saw the biggest kauri tree =)

i saw dolphins!
It was an awesome experience!
in the wide ocean, just watching dolphins swimming and jumping was spectacular!
i want to swim with dolphins in Bali!

i ate gold kiwi
luvin it!

i saw kangaroo and owls for real!
Owls are kinda boring birds.
During the day, they just stand at one spot and stay there.
Haiz... but owls are still the cutest! =D

i wore skinny jeans =)
When i was form2, i said i would never wear skinny jeans.
people change *nod head*

i did BUNGY JUMP
i wanna do it again.
say only, not sure i dare to do it again... =P
i ate coloured polo
for the sake of trying, i was willing to pay RM5 =)
life is too short to miss out =P

i played luge!
i think guys would like it more than me
see no point of riding it but it still was an good experience

i was stopped by emmigration in NZ
Oh ya, i blogged lotsa bout my super nice experience in NZ but never mentioned that i almost miss my flight and i was stopped by emmigration in NZ for 1 hour
it was scary, just like kena tahan by police for investigation!
i shall forgive NZ for giving me such a shocking welcoming
since the guy who stopped me was kind and good looking =D

i saw sheep show!
i like this sheep coz it has fringe =)

i saw Mauri's dance
very entertaining!

i made cekoduk!
yes, i made cekoduk for the 1st time =)

i went to Kris Diyanti's concert

my hair was cut super short!
never cut it this short before
loving every bit of it

i donated blood!
yap! in year 2007, i was officially a national donor!
donate your blood not to the mozzie but to save someone's life!

i fainted
yes! fainted!
i used to wonder how it feel to faint
then one fine day, i fainted after playing badminton with my dad.

i saw a super good looking guy in UPM.
unfortunately he is not from UPM. hahaha...

i treaded my eyebrows
it was an great achievement ok!
it was more painful than kena rotan
my tears just rolled down...

i went Port Klang with Hwei Sue & Jie Min

i sat KTM from the start to the end - Sentul to Port Klang!

my article was printed on The R.age
Yes, I got paid for writing! =)
i always wanted to be paid for writing article.
i don' t know why but i find it a great achievement and satisfaction!

i went to 3 camps, 2 conferences, 2 concerts, 1 oversea trip and tons of adventures in one year
or is it more than that?

i attended convocation!

i was healed of cramps!

i took a picture which cost RM5
my aunty paid my lil cousin RM5 just to have a picture taken by me.
*look at his hand!*
it was my 1st time taking a picture being paid for!
when i asked him what is his name, he replied,"think for yourself!"
haiz...budak-budak sekarang!
btw, i still do not know his name!
i told my friend my greatest fear =/

i met Datuk Ong Ka Ting and tons of Chinese singers
who I can't remember their names

oh, how could i forget,
i met Gavin Yap! =)

Year 2007 was full of adventures and surprises!

Looking forward for what God has in stored for me in Year 2008!
So far it have been AWESOME!!!
many more "1st times" to come =)

Finally!

2008-01-30T03:05:00.000+08:00

Ar... Finally, I am back!

Just wanna give a break to your stomach since many commented that my froggy post cost stomach aches. Laughing too much is very bad for your intestine btw.

I miss Christmas & New Year post.
Hopefully, I will be on time for miss Chinese New Year post =/

My aim for this festival holiday is to post at least 2 proper post!
Yes! I"ll start tomorrow.
Starting from "what i did in 2007" and my new year resolutions! hehe...

2008 is a super cool year if you still didn't know that! =D

I HATE FROG!!!

2007-12-13T17:10:00.000+08:00

I HATE FROG!

When I was 3-5 years old, I didn't like to sleep at night (I still don't btw).

My dad had a difficult time with me.

The only time I would sleep easily it was on raining day!

It not that I loved raining day but it was...

because my naughty dad would said,

"You don't want to sleep? The frog is finding you. Hear, the frog croaks?"

*nod my head*

"the frog is calling your name eeerrrrrrrrrrrnnnnnnnnnn eeerrrrrrrrrrrnnnnnnnnnn!"

(hey, rmb to try hearing it! it really do sound like my nameeee...)

In few seconds, I would be asleep!

I though if I couldn't hear the frog, then it was not there.

hehehe... clever of me, but my dad is the cleverest! =D

I grew up hating frogs!

The 1st day standard 4, I tried to wear my school shoes.

It was too tight. Thus, I looked into the shoes and saw something in it.

I thought it was the crumple paper that was stuffed inside.

So I put my hand in it and take it out.

Lo and behold, IT WAS A FROG!

(or a kotok? but anyway it doesn't matter, it's ugly creatures like that! )

I was super duper terrified!

Quickly, I used all the brush I could find in the house to brush my hand!

I think I used dynamo to wash it!

And if I don't remember wrongly, I even use clorox!

I wanted a new skin!!!

Then the next day, I knocked and threw the shoes a few times (to be very sure)!

However, I still couldn't wear the shoes.

So again, I put my hand in to take it out whatever it was inside.

And again, it was A FREAKING STUPID UGLY FROG!

As if the frog has no where else to sit beside MY shoes!

After that, I washed my hand just like I did the day before.

When I reached school, I still couldn't stand I held frog on my palm TWICE!!!

So I took the blade and scrapped my palm!

ish... I was that disgusted!

(that's why now, I prefer open-toe shoes =)

Few weeks ago, I came home for semester break.

The first few things mum told me,

"Ern, last week 2 frogs went into your room."

I was still super selamba about it since I didn't see the frogs =P

The week I came back, the frog came into the kitchen a few times.

My super brave mum halau-ed it away. Hence, I was still okay with it.

Then came one night, Eileen (sis's fren) came and stayed in our house.

I was surfing blogs as usual.

I was spinning around with the computer chair and almost lost my balance

(cause one of the leg broke. Skills needed to sit on the chair =P And to kill your curiosity, yes I was the one who broke the chair)

And as I was trying to get back my balance, I saw a frog looking at me!!!!

CRAZY STUPID NOTHING TO DO FROG!

I yelled for help for sis and Eileen!

Later, Jien joined the troupe to evacuate the frog.

A midnight drama!

Then today, I was searching for my skull purse in my tons of boxes.

At the corner of the cupboard, I saw a fluffy black thing like a ball of dust.

I wanted to hold it with my hand to throw it away.

Before I could touched it, the stuff opened it's eye!

I'm sure you know what it is!

Ewwwwww... I'm utterly disgusted!

Of all places, why the frog want to come in my house?

To be more precise, around me!??!?!?!

Frog, frog go away!!!!!!

Go to Bryan's house, it's not far away! I'm sure Bryan and James will love you =)

Never try to scare me with a frog, to avoid being deaf =)

Don't tell me I didn't warn you

life is weird

2007-12-12T20:02:00.000+08:00

Dad was about to kill all the ants around, and said

"my course mate's eldest son just passed away after going for interview for police"

I was like -____________-''

Why can people passed away just like that?

Life is fragile.

I once said, "Want to die also not easy! Someone jumped down from 13th floor but save by clothes hangers"

Life is weird.

PS : If ever you want to present my sis a pet, ant eater will be her fave =D

I don't understand why...

2007-12-11T00:32:00.000+08:00

This is what my friends say I am in facebook!

-___________________-''

It make me look like so most churchy person around!

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I don't understand why

I like 'Hey' rather than 'hi' though it's shorter to type

I don't understand why

God made man to need to sleep though He can make man not to

I don't understand why

1kg of chocolate can turn into 5kg of extra fats

I don't understand why

I used to hate sushi yet now I'm loving it

I don't understand why

some politician speak like kids throwing tantrum though they should and are the role models

I don't understand why

some prayers are not answered though i prayed really hard

I don't understand why

we human use a small percentage of our brain when God gave us such a big one

I don't understand why

models want to be stick-thin though it is ugly

I don't understand why

I find it so hard to sleep at night though I like to sleep

I don't understand why

I find some guys hot yet others not

I don't understand why

I love to eat yet I'm lazy to cook complicated meals

I don't understand why

it is harder to cry when i get older

I don't understand why

I look like english school girl yet I never been to one

I don't understand why

life is hard to live yet giving birth is a happy moment

I don't understand why

truth hurts yet set us free

I don't understand why

I am stubborn though I know I am wrong

I don't understand why

I grow up so fast in such a short time

I don't understand why

a mother can kill her daughter when she should love her

I don't understand why

I find owl such a cutie

I don't understand why

the sun never stop shinning and the earth never stop spinning

I don't understand why

bad things happen to good people

I don't understand why

it is illegal to wear jeans to UPM

I don't understand why

I like to eat ice-cream and chocolate though it fattening

I don't understand why

I still could remember the guy who stole my chipsmore during kindergarten

I don't understand why

I want to have lots of shoes when I only have a pair of feet

I don't understand why

water taste horrible though I need it

I don't understand why

the sky is blue

I don't understand why

UPM has to start semester on 23rd December

I don't understand why

my holidays flies

I don't understand why

I like to ask so many WHY question

I don't understand why

you are still reading my blog

Things i did this holiday

2007-12-10T00:24:00.000+08:00

Things I did this holiday

I registered facebook

and got addicted to LOST!

*for the non-facebooker info, it a trivia in facebook*

Each correct question is 10 points

and I got 15540, currently

During my spm years, I never been so hard working answering

objectives questions -.-''

but loot at the person with highest score, 47900!!!

Can I catch up?

He is lesser God.

I wonder what name is the next level?

More then god?

These days, I spend less hours blog reading

but doesn't mean I read less blog

because I also registered Google Reader

Very cool!

It helped me to keep update with blogs that I read

and I categorize blogs under

craft and illustration

friends

half friends

nothing better to do

super star blogger =)

wonder your blog under what category?

hehehe...

I cleaned up my room half way

and also I design a bus schedule for UPM-ers to FGA

and I had movie marathon

"1 liter of tears"

jap drama, very emo =)

and finally, i too effort to arrange my picture!

ps : for those who have pictures of me,

pls email to me.

Please =D

and...

ar....

nothing much!

gosh!

I still have hundred and one stuff to do before Uni reopen

design details form, buy note books, make bday card, prepare for cg materials, attendance sheets, duty sheets, buy christians book to read,

meet up with lost touch friends, buy shoes, find nice papers, format laptop, pack stuff to UPM, build up my stamina buy food for UPM,

plan cg activities, wash toilets, email to long lost friends, window shop at Melaka raya, find more instant healthy food, find practical crafts to do, and...

yet I'm always wasting time

like right now!

my fave in NZ

2007-12-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

This is what I did last holiday!

*again*

my fave dish in NZ =)

korean food

the portion was super duper a lot

plus the 4 side is refillable!

my fave fruit in NZ

golden kiwi

*btw, now golden kiwi is also available in Tesco*

yum... how to not put on weight in NZ!?!?!?

my fave junk food in NZ =D

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enough of food, now about shops

the shop where I got all my goodies =)

Tip Top

like Malaysia sundry shop la...

but got more goodies =)

iko iko

my fave shop

but didn't buy anything from there =/

iko iko sells lots cute & arty stuff

Valley girl

Australia version of Padini

my fave musuem

coz got lots place to post for a pic =D

my fave bus stop

coz

got owl!!!

my fave pin =)

my fave coin

It was a 10cent coin then put into a machine to flatten it as souvenir

at Wellington's Zoo

fave sign board

cute till can die =P

took more sign board pic rather than animals =)

my fave animal in NZ

Meerkats

Meerkats live in large groups and each member has a different role

one of the group is always on look out duty

Meerkats are super duper cute but not cuter than owls

One of the groups would stand of the highest land to jaga like guard =)

road to sista ex-room

way back to sis ex-room

like in enchanted! =)

*oh btw, go watch enchanted!!! Very nice*

fave pic in NZ

cutest girl I ever met

tinker bell and wonder woman

one of the week, the sunday school had "superhero day"

all the kids and teachers dressed up in their superhero

cool uh?

the picture that most don't look like me

2007-11-30T11:17:00.000+08:00

I don't want to blog!

I lost my ability to blog!

I don't feel like blogging!

I don't know what to blog!

i *like* facebook =)

Sista is coming back!

2007-11-26T14:22:00.000+08:00

Yes, Sue Fin is coming back!!!

Sue Fin, my one and only sister!

After 1 year and 10 months, she will be in town in 6 hours time =D

It must be weird to

have 3 people at the car back seat again and make the car smaller =)

share our comfy double bed again

remember to take 5 plates for dinner again

wait for her to church again

have a big sister watching over me again...

anyway, it's a good kinda weird cause I can wear her clothes again!!!!!!!!

my sis rockz =)

run with an aim

2007-11-24T18:21:00.000+08:00

how to exercise with chocolate in my mouth?

to stay fit or fat is my choice!

I MUST START TO EXERCISE TO CLIMB MOUNT KINABALU!!

hopefully next year, I can be fit enough!

hopefully, my love for adventure can drive me to run the extra mile =D

*fingers cross*

I should be...

2007-11-08T21:52:00.000+08:00

i should be studying now instead i read blogs!

and now, i am blogging!

Help me!

Oh ya, I will really study after this.

Really!

I discovered this blog - www.galadarling.com

It is really nice =) AWESOME!

but don't see click it if you have exam like me!

Warning to all esp girls, don't say I didn't warn you

Don't try to test your resistance to temptation.

Don't, don't trick yourself like me! =P

Sky swing!

2007-10-23T12:59:00.000+08:00

Oh ya, this is a very out-dated post

tak habis-habis about New Zealand

but anyway...

this is sky swing

I sat it with sis!

thank God for sister. if i was alone, sure tak jadi sit =P

For me, it was more scary than bungee jump!

Bungee jump the instructor pushed me down the cliff

but

sky swing have to pull a string to release the swing!!!

Before the swing can swing,

it will be pull up the sky

It was so high!

And imagine, 90 degree from the land!!

So insecure! So high!

When I am scared, I kept quiet.

When sis is scared, she talked non stop

To release the swing, one of us had to pull the string

Of cause, sis pulled it la

I was and still won't dare to do it!

Salute, sis

And sky swing will swing off the hill to see the scenery

Oh ya, i still could admire the scenery despite the kaki lembik =P

Pendek kata, sky swing is like a giant swing on the hill top =)

lately, i kinda miss the adrenaline rushed i had!

then, i discovered G-Force

G-Force is an anti gravity kinda swing

which is the opposite of sky swing

http://ajhackett.com/malaysia/gforcex.html#info

it's in Kuala Lumper
Malaysia
for
RM 50
=)
quite cheap! compare to NZ.
hehehe...

maybe I will go do it for my 20th birthday =)
hehe..
anyone wanna interested?

reasons I cut hair

2007-10-23T12:16:00.000+08:00

Since I cut my hair short,

"Hey, you cut your hair!"
is the most famous statement I hear

followed by,

"why do you cut your hair?"

sometimes it's very irritating to hear the statement over and over again!!
duh! I know, i know...it's so obvious I cut my hair then need to ask somemore.
sometimes it's funny =D

since I'm very nice person, no matter what I felt
I laaaaaaayan sahaja =)

this is my top 3 answers

if i keep long hair, nobody would ask me,"hey, keeping long hair?"
instead, if i cut my hair short, even people who didn't know my name come and ask me, "hey, you cut your hair?"
Pendek kata, cut hair attract attention =P

my pillow got burned when I was asleep
apparently, quite a number of friends was really concerned about what happen to my house
-.-''' it's either my acting was super duper good or my friends are really good concern people =)

daddy ter-mow my hair with lawn mower.
hehe...

Okay, I ran out of answers.
Anymore suggestions? =)

raya break =)

2007-10-20T21:03:00.001+08:00

During raya break, i did...

i cut my hair short =)

after 2 years of long straight hair, my hair need a break

i went shopping!

Though UPM is near KL, i seldom go KL to shop =(

i went for Profesional Of Tomorrow camp =D in Peacehaven

teachers' of tomorrow

the POTsss

no longer mangkuk, upgrade to POT

Student Of Today, Professional Of Tomorrow! *SOT POT*

it's really a SOT camp including the organizer. seriously!

5 days camp! it's the longest camp i ever went in my entire life

the friends, games, message, workshops were uber duper super cool!

truly, i'm very encouraged by this camp.

hopefully, i have more time and picture to blog about it =)

i fell down from bike -.-''

a 9 yrs old kid saved me and bro -_________________-''

i ate till i stomach ache again

4 bowls of mummy's laksa =)

laksa makes me very happy girl =D

i ate tons of fruits and veggie

yum yum... after a month of oily outside food, fresh food taste awesome

i indulged myself with chocolates & ice cream =)

choco fish, kisses, calbury, nudgets..

i didn't eat any malay food ='(

This year, I spend my raya in Peacehaven

Last year, I went to to Pak Lah during Raya

hopefully, my lovely course mate bring serunding for me =)

i gain weight =.=''

time to get healthy and fit =D

tired of eating?

2007-10-10T00:41:00.001+08:00

lately, eating has been burden to me

i'm constantly hungry

every 2 hours, i need to hunt for food

Arg! i need to until i doon't know what to eat

i eat coz i need to eat, not i like to eat

i need to eat non stop

i felt very keksim and unhealthy!!!

today, i decided to eat healthy

spaghetti + sardine + tomato sauce

oil-less misua

one dragon fruit

half apple

2 slices of pineapple

banana

1 cup of mango yogurt

1 cup of cincao

1 pack of tau fu hua

I felt super duper healthy thinking about it

not until i remember,

i ate Hershey choco with dragon fruit & tiramisu ice cream with banana & a dozen of almond London

=.=''

i think i'll never get tired of eating, or at least dessert =D

hopefully!

and to look at the bright side, it's great that i still can eat!! =)

SRJK (c)

2007-10-08T12:49:00.000+08:00

recently, my 2 course mates and i went to a SRJK (C) to conduct

group guidance as our assignment

I couldn't help but to feel helpless and reluctant

yes, though i spent 6 years in SRJK (C),

i didn't feel proud nor accepted in the school

the super heavy school bag wasn't my heaviest burden

the weekly spelling for BC, BM and BI was killing me

the mountain of homework was drowning me

the crazily fierce teachers were insane to me

until today, I'm still amaze that i survive =)

seriously!

the most disappointing and frustrated schooling years were when I was in SRJK (C)

Hence, when I knew that I was going to conduct group guidance in SRJK (C),

I was scared

To face my past again, it was definitely freaky

To know that, the SRJK (C) students these days endured much more than I did,

bring me to my knees to pray

I felt desperately helpless, very.

I realised the way I view SRJK (C) influenced my life

Nowadays, I speak more English than Chinese language though my 1st language and mother tongue is Chinese language. Weird eh?

Therefore, I have more English speaking friends who studied in missionary schools & SK than Chinese speaking friend who studied in SRJK (C)

The way I dress and look somehow is influenced by my viewpoint towards SRJK (C),

at least that's what I think la. hahahahaha...

However, SRJK (C) wasn't all bad to me.

If it wasn't for the "nilai kerajinan" that was instilled during SRJK (C) years, I most likely would fail in SPM =P

If it wasn't for my super nice yet firm math teacher, I most likely still don't know to count =P

and I am glad I still could speak Chinese language although it's very broken and out of tune

For some, I am a disgrace to my SRJK (C) but did I fail my SRJK (C) or the other way round?

Or should I say in this situation,

there is no right or wrong

there is no must or mustn't

there is no should or shouldn't =)

=)

2007-10-07T20:17:00.000+08:00

time flies like jet plane.
flying here and there to finish up work!

thank God, i'm back home.
finally =)

blogging is a burden to me these days.
just don't feel like blogging!!!
i salute bloggers who blogs day and night

yes, bloggers blog more!!!
i love to read blogs
so blog more =)

if u consider this an update..

2007-09-17T15:07:00.000+08:00

i don't know how to blog this days...

Those were the days...

2007-08-19T10:43:00.000+08:00

You know when you are no longer a TEEN, when...

from an owl to an early bird
a year is not a long time
you start to think & plan for your future
cousins and friends getting married
MSN is a waste of time you miss the icq days =)
life is more than studying & result
90's youth seemed so young
you gain weight faster than ever
adult starts to tell you, "I see you grow up =) "
keeping peace is better than winning argument
you miss rolling down the slopes & running in the rain
not much food can go down your throat anymore
you have friends who got into big time trouble =/
kid starts calling you "aunty"
what mum's nagging seemed to make sense
you get excited when you saee "baja hitam" + "captain planet"
childhood's friend just became a father
you asked philosophical questions
personal space & time is desperately needed
you have friends all over the world
drinking lots of water is good for you
you think 3 times before yelling at mum&dad
tidy up your room & wash the toilet willingly =D
you appreciate your teachers so much more
blogging seemed to be a waste of time
you have goal, dreams, ambitions, aims for 10 years
friends fall very sick
you can no longer eat a bar of chocolate or 1litre of ice-cream
your pastor said, "I'm proud of you"
family is important to you
time flies like a jet plane

you start to say, "those were the days..."