last day

yesterday was the last day of class together with all my course mates.

i woke up with the intention to absorb every single tiny bit of experience being in the class with my 4 years course mates.

however,

i didn't say my goodbyes to anyone of them as i was busy doing last minute work.
i didn't write any thank you note for anyone as i didn't think time would fly so fast or maybe i do not want to face the reality.
i didn't hug anyone even though i knew that it might be the last time i see some of them until graduation
i didn't make effort to get anyone contact as i made the excuse that facebook will connect us.
i didn't take initiative to date them for i am afraid it would make me feel reluctant to leave uni life.
i didn't hang out in any of their rooms lately because i sensed they are redrawing themselves and i didn't want them to feel worse about leaving uni.
i didn't make any cards and fill it up with encouraging words because i need encouragement too to leave uni and step into the awesome plan He has path it for me.

Ouch! Time really flies faster than a jetplane.
Please come back. Can you?

Truly, i like the combination of my coursemates.
In my class, we have the crazy laughing gang, the religious ones, the happy-go-lucky people, the nerdy study hard students, the don't care-don't know friends, the political correct candidates, the MUST be happy all the time humans, the clowns, the creation from out of the world, the ones who are 'kurang matang', the super poyo guys, the jokers and the list goes on...

Gee... i simply love seeing the quirkiness of my coursemates.
many times, i wish i could squeeze and hug them like a soft toy.

Oh, what a joy to be entertained by the drama in class from the corner of the lecture hall.
I guess each one of them made my days in uni a little more special in their own uniqueness.

What a blessing to be in the same class as them.
one day i shall list down the reasons i like my class. i'm sure it would be a super long list =)

What an awesome journey! the long yet short journey in UPM

oh btw, i am not graduating. i have another semester to go.

wow talk about graduation.
i still have another assignment to do before my final if not i could bid my goodbye to graduation.

wish me the best for my finals and don't forget to tell me that i'm a genius if you do bump into me. haha!
have an super awesome weekend while i gear up for my finals.

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A walk in the rain

I just took a short walk in the rain.

I was in the library checking emails and facebook-ing. When I decided to walk back, I just realized it was raining. Oh, I love rainy day. I couldn’t wait to walk under the rain but suddenly I was reminded pesanan mak, “take care of yourself ar...”

Oh ok, so I called my friend if she could pick me up but she was not available. See, I made effort but memang takdir for me to walk under the rain. So dengan excited and gembira-nya, I began my walk from the library to my hostel.

I passed by pak guard who looked at me with the are-you-mad-look. I looked up the sky, it was so majestic. Later, I passed by a few more girls holding pretty umbrellas. As I walked, the wind blew and puddles of water here and there. Oh the kid in me couldn’t help it but made the biggest splash from the puddles. Oh I love it. Thank goodness, the street lights were dimed and no one could identify me.

Aha… I continued to climb the UPM canggih overhead bridge. I thought of my day.

My day began by waking up late for class. I blamed the super mad 3.30am fire drill in kolej for my inability to wake up earlier =P While rushing to class, my favourite lecturer said, “I looked different.” Aha, it was the first time she spoke to me outside of the classroom. It made my day a little more special. I dislike being late for classes but since I’m studying in Malaysia which has her own set of time, I wasn’t late for today’s class. In fact, I was just on time. I enjoyed the class and I gained much through it. Thank God for awesome classes that makes learning an enriching experience.

Later, I met up with a 9 years old boy to play with him for an hour. At first, I felt a little cacated and hesitant. For the first 10 minutes, he was a little uneasy. He making sure I was feeling ok. He kept asking me to sit properly and asked me what I wanted to do. Aw… so sweet of him. He made sure I understood the movie that he was watching. Instead of allowing me to watch, he explained to me. His stories line jumped faster than a frog but surprisingly I understood him. He even asked me to paraphrase what he said -.-'' He was aware of how the deaf and mute speaks. Oh, very observant of him. He constantly asked me if I believe what he said. As assuring as I could, I said, “yes.” Of and on, he would play with my hair just like I would. After awhile, I asked him why he did that. He replied cheekily, “to make you happy.” I was super -__-'' of cause. Later, he decided to teach me to play his computer games. At first, we were playing pipeline. He made sure I wasn’t bored just looking at him play. Thus, we took turns to play and said that I was improving well -.-'' after few rounds, we played other games. Every 5 minutes, we played a different game that he was skillful at but it wasn’t the case for me. He had a hard time typing his name in the high score list. Again, we took turns to identify the letters on the keyboard. He seriously made sure I had an equally chance as him in everything that he did. Such a considerate boy!

After that, he decided that to massage my palms. Oh, he got strong and firm hands. It was so good until he decided to give a strong punch on my left arm. Ouch! Kids seriously love to punch me. I have no idea why. His punishment for punching was 15 seconds of tickle. Hehehe... Time flies. Soon, play time was up. I said my goodbye in a hurry and he asked me come back again but I could not. I felt a little bad that I didn’t tell him beforehand. I said my really last goodbye and asked him to work hard. Oh yes, what a meaningful hour. He made me realized I still like to play with kids.

Back to my walk in the rain. Finally, I was almost reaching my hostel. My guy course mate passed me by with his bike and gave me the look the pak guard gave me. Quickly, I walked in my block and bumped into my junior who gave me the what-happened-to-you-look. I must be looking quite ridiculous. I was pretty drenched.

But, you know what?

I had a great walk in the rain! =)

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lately

lately,

i tend to teringat super random stuff.
i teringat the boy who stole my chipsmore from my tupperware during kindy!!
i teringat Su Min's chocolate ice-cream dropped from the cone when she took her 1st lick!!
i teringat of the uncle who sells air cincau in my secondary school!!
i teringat the tree with roots macam chicken feet in my primary school!!
i teringat the chicken rice ball served during kindy!! yummy =D
i teringat the people who promised to buy me ice-cream many,many years ago but till now still didn't buy for me!! =P

bah! doesn't sound so random after all kan?
coz all that i teringat are related to FOOD including chicken feet!

Have a super nice day! =D
olala.... oh ya, i wish to be in d'lish at Bangsar NOW. oh, the cupcakes sungguh sedap k =)
yes! i can dream on, so can  you. -.-'''
olalala... tomorrow is FRIDAY!!

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