firstly, take the craft knife and change to a new blade for safety purposes. secondly, take the blade and cut the thumb.
result guarantee =)
no longer can hold a ruler firmly to cut papers or fold a paper nicely. if you still insist to do it, blood will drip out and stain the precious nice papers. so end of the story of card making addiction
win-win situation. hands get to rest, brain get to study =)
friendship. what is friendship? why is there friendship?
friendship. is a friendship worth your fight? is it worth risking your face & time & effort for a friend?
walking away and blame each other is so much easier but then we are friends. we are friends. friends fight for each other, right?
every friendship are worth my fight, at least till now =)
friendship must be the best ship on earth =)
oh sesat sikit. today, i realize i still miss this place after more than one year, i still miss this place 91 Kelburn Parade
one day, i would really like to go back there again.
Go back there again to take a peek in the comfy room with nice side windows, walk in the busy streets alone, eating yummy ice cream in the cold, getting lost in the graveyard, be amused by the free museums, climb mt Vic till kaki wanna patah, have a cup of super good coffee by the sea, eat in the Korean restaurant =)after a long day out, sit the super on time bus, search for cool post box, cook miso soup after a super cold walk...
gosh! i finished my assignments yet I'm still very caught up with lots random stuff!
wish people are more considerate and not think of themselves only and don't waste my precious time. =P
boring & complainy & arg! stuff aside.
yesterday, i saw a full very-clear rainbow!!!!! loving it... seriously, in my whole entire life i only seen a full very-clear rainbow twice. full as in that terputus-putus and not block by any silly tall building. very-clear as i could see the difference of every colors very obviously. it really make me very, very happy and blessed =) Reminded of God's faithfulness to us. It is also an assurance to me that He is still in control although at times i feel He rule the earth worse than Pak Lah rules Malaysia =)
with the semangat to make cards, junk sales & new bazaars & J card member's day & cool new found shopssss, and excitement to meet up & hang out with graduates are not helping me to study! too much nice stuff to do... how often we have cool stuff we are excited about! =)
it's weird to get updates about home from blog -.-'' yes, Jien now i'm telling you to sms & call me more often =) hahaha... =P
i still like Bangsar =) i like the nice lady who works at Booksforlife shop. I can take my own sweet time to read through it, choose slow-slow, compare the price&cover&writings, legally allow to open the seal wrapper, ah-ma around in the shop without being pressured. just love the feeling being in the shop. Plus the banana leaves rice in Bangsar =) (sorry, i don't remember the shop name) not the best i have eaten but most accessible to me. Rice+vege+spicy stuff+yogurt make me super duper happy! =) oh one day, i shall talk about the shops i like in Bangsar =)
oh i'm back in UPM since last Sunday. almost a week has past. time flies like a jet plane
on Friday, finally, i finished ALL my assignments.
then this lecturer, Dr. J who wasn't and still is not really happy that i asked permission to be exempted from class trip to go church, decided to give my 2 friends and i work to do. oleh hal demikian, i still got one work to do =/ which is to translate his slides from Bahasa Melayu to English. i'm quite fine with the work, just wish he gave us a longer dateline and give us with a good intention =)
oh about this thing - translation! in UPM edu fac, lecturers always encourage us to speak English and read books written in English. BUT then hor, 98% of our assignments are required to do in BM! where is the logic? i read and study in English, then i translate everything to BM -.-'' sesat! i should be able to graduate with a 2nd degree in translation kinda stuff.
today, FGA provided nasi lemak as dinner. then i'm reminded of all the nutrients and delicious food that i ate at home. home cooked nyonya pongteh but chicken version =P , grandma's nyonya otak-otak, sis new invention spaghetti goreng with lots of vege, misua with lots of vege + taufu, maggie curry with egg, korean instant noodles with lots of vege + fishballs, nice brown rice with salted vege + kicap =D , buffet with lots beef + 6 big juice oyster + lots sushi, and of coz kampung lapan wan tan mee and fried oyster as my farewell dish!!! =D erm... one day, i should post of my meals in upm and what is in my big food container =) Mum once said to me, if UPM has famine and draught, i would be last person who will die. =P
oh ya, i think the reason i got the semangat to wake up early or in the morning when i was at home was because of this song!
Not because i couldn't wait to use the towel but i was more awake and happy when i thought of the song when i woke up. the song was one of the songs sang in Broadway Parodies Lagi lah... i watched it a few weeks back! i love it lots! really, really a lot =) don't mind watching it again =D
btw, going theater and stuff is really, really addictive! it kept playing in my mind and the yearn to go again is quite strong. hahahahaha... i will miss KL Pac when i'm in Melaka.
Lately, i have been thinking about my secondary school friends. the very weird mixture of secondary school friends i has =P
it's the 11th day since the last time i cut my hair. i still feel my hair felt molested! hahaha and -.-'' but can't help it not to mention.
last Tuesday, my kad matrik was banned from borrowing books for one month because i had more than 3 books on the table! seriously, i didn't know about the rule but then even if i knew it, it's still ridiculous to have the rule. each kad matrik can borrow 6 books but why can't i have more than 3 books on the lib table when i'm going borrow later? bo-doh!
today, a guy friend very randomly told me, i should marry to a pastor -.-''
last Thursday, for the 1st time in history, i skipped 5 hours of classes in one day =/ because i couldn't walk properly because... =P
oh ya, i still wish that i could attend Anna's birthday part which was held 2 months ago =) seriously!
my owl collection i expending a little =)
for the past 2 weeks, i feel artsy. hopefully it don't last too long as my finals is really, really around the corner. it's a sharp corner =/
last Wednesday, i lost one side of my owl earring =/ aku mencari dengan bersungguh-sungguh tapi tak dapat juga. but on the bright side, my fave pants that terkoyak few months ago is undergoing a healing process. hopefully, i still can wear it when it is heal =)
Tesco chocolate chip cookies is currently my fave cookie =) lots of chip and cheap! i like Tesco =)
i wish i have a nanny in UPM to wash and iron my clothes, prepare nutritious meals, clean my table, print my assignments, arrange my schedule to meet up with friends, wake me up for class, put in the right books in my bag, find my missing stuff, return lib books, write out formal letter when needed, fold my clothes nicely and arrange it according to colors =) and... ya, i want a nanny!
today, i earned 12 merits from kolej because i am one of the Pemenang Anugerah Akademik Peringkat Kolej =D =) *pat on the shoulder*
i still like long detail sms =)
this is what i do when upm net connection is good.
finally, I'm at the coolest place on earth again - HOME =D
After days of sleeping at 4am to complete my assignments eating at irregular time due to the limited food during lunch without a laptop as my laptop charger died worrying that virus might eat off my assignments too busy till bathe after 9pm missing out 8am classes making library as my 2nd room at UPM meeting here and meeting there preparing and stressed over presentation
i'm finally, back home =D
you know what's cool about being at home?
even though i needs to complete three assignments and prepare one presentation during raya holiday, i kinda of looking forward to it. finally, i can do my assignments with everything i needed, most importantly tons of food around me =D plus one of the most important assignment i will be doing is eating disorder using cognitive behavioral therapy. thus, of coz i need to have good food in order i won't have eating disorder right? seriously, think a bout it. if i'm reading about eating disorder at UPM where i don't get to eat as much as i would love too, feels miserable and horrible eh? hehehe....
today i woke up at 9.15am without an alarm clock even though i slept at 3.20am! =D magic happens at home :) can't remember the last time i woke up the right time without alarm clock!
being at home, i can be irresponsible! opssss, but really =P i don't have to wake up on time to go class, i don't have to buy food and remember to eat on time, i don't have to make time to put the clothes into washing machine, i don't have to make sure i bathe early since got water heater, i don't have to care about whether what i wear mengikut peraturan kolej (cis!) and... okay, i am a lazy owl =D
and of coz, i don't have to have a ticking clock in head while using internet. in UPM i have a limited time of 40 hours per week to use internet. in upm, i am super jimat cermat while using internet plus i don't get to msn much =P at home, it is the other way round la =D
another cool thing about at home, i can eat lots without gaining weight. seriously, in upm, i eat quite little compare to at home and i never fail to gain weight. i don't mind gaining weight, if the food i eat is worth the weight i gain! =P oh, i love the brown rice at home. Rice, rice, rice... =D my theory is when there is nice food available, i'm happy. when i'm happy, my metabolism increases. when metabolism increases, no matter how much food i eat i don't gain weight! =D cool right?
some people always say i make UPM sound lika a horrible place. not true and it's not my point. my point is being at home is cool =D one day, i shall post about stuff i super like in UPM. the one day will come, please be patient with me =)
aha... one of the coolest thing while i'm studying in UPM is to go out with friends and do jumping shots without eyes starring at me. seriously, i never publicly did jumping shot in Melaka before. Guess in Melaka people are more free, hence more time stop and look and kepo! or maybe in KL, people are weirder so doing jumping shot is just a normal! =P
"My family journal" was the ultimate assignment that kept me busy for the last 2 weeks
28 pages long excluding 2 pages of childhood pics - double spacing - font Verdana - font size 11 - average time spend 1.5 hours per page - focus on childhood - the most enjoyable and meaningful assignment i ever done - like writing a longer version of blog post - obsessed with it - flip through dictionary like crazy - tears were shed as i jotted down my memories! EMO :) - body ached badly after sitting 8 hours straight - forgotten to eat & bathe - squeezed every inch of my brain to construct tons of proper English sentences - check and recheck grammar but I'm sure still got super lots mistakes - eat up 90% of my interest to post in blog - reminded of God's faithfulness in my life - realized there are parts of me never change =) - recalled and analyzed the mistakes of the past was emotional draining - learned that my past is a part of me but I'm not a prisoner of the past - i no longer remember a huge part of my childhood - thankful for the people who played their roles in my life...
no longer larat to continue to write. a picture speaks a thousand words kan?
----------Spot me? =) the ten years old me - church camp - Fraser's Hill ----------
as usual, I'm so caught up with assignments to do. i really wish I'm not so particular & detail in my work but if I'm not, i feel like i didn't give my best =/
dilemma!
upm net has been super crazy. i have no problem connecting facebook, friendster, all the blogs, msn, blogger and every other website except for GOOGLE, GMAIL and GOOGLE READER! i didn't realize the importance of GOOGLE, GMAIL and GOOGLE READER until now! hehe... just like i didn't realized how important my family to me until i went to matriks! =/
just awhile ago, i decided to take midnight walkie walk alone again just me alone, away from being surrounded by people just me alone talking to God. moments of Him and me is like magic. it never fail to refresh and lift me up. it's not like i feel like super owl now i still feel tired and stress but there is also a sense of stillness and being loved. it's just overwhelmed me if only, i could discipline myself to spent time with Him just Him and I :)
I have been listening to You In Me by Juwita Suwita for the last one hour! Super nice song =D
weird! though i'm tired, i'm not sleepy yet. another half page of report =P
