Friday, September 26, 2008

coolest place on earth!

finally, I'm at the coolest place on earth again - HOME =D

After days of
sleeping at 4am to complete my assignments
eating at irregular time due to the limited food during lunch
without a laptop as my laptop charger died
worrying that virus might eat off my assignments
too busy till bathe after 9pm
missing out 8am classes
making library as my 2nd room at UPM
meeting here and meeting there
preparing and stressed over presentation

i'm finally, back home =D

you know what's cool about being at home?

even though i needs to complete three assignments and prepare one presentation during raya holiday, i kinda of looking forward to it. finally, i can do my assignments with everything i needed, most importantly tons of food around me =D plus one of the most important assignment i will be doing is eating disorder using cognitive behavioral therapy. thus, of coz i need to have good food in order i won't have eating disorder right? seriously, think a bout it. if i'm reading about eating disorder at UPM where i don't get to eat as much as i would love too, feels miserable and horrible eh? hehehe....

today i woke up at 9.15am without an alarm clock even though i slept at 3.20am! =D magic happens at home :) can't remember the last time i woke up the right time without alarm clock!

being at home, i can be irresponsible! opssss, but really =P i don't have to wake up on time to go class, i don't have to buy food and remember to eat on time, i don't have to make time to put the clothes into washing machine, i don't have to make sure i bathe early since got water heater, i don't have to care about whether what i wear mengikut peraturan kolej (cis!) and... okay, i am a lazy owl =D

and of coz, i don't have to have a ticking clock in head while using internet. in UPM i have a limited time of 40 hours per week to use internet. in upm, i am super jimat cermat while using internet plus i don't get to msn much =P at home, it is the other way round la =D

another cool thing about at home, i can eat lots without gaining weight. seriously, in upm, i eat quite little compare to at home and i never fail to gain weight. i don't mind gaining weight, if the food i eat is worth the weight i gain! =P oh, i love the brown rice at home. Rice, rice, rice... =D my theory is when there is nice food available, i'm happy. when i'm happy, my metabolism increases. when metabolism increases, no matter how much food i eat i don't gain weight! =D cool right?

some people always say i make UPM sound lika a horrible place. not true and it's not my point. my point is being at home is cool =D one day, i shall post about stuff i super like in UPM. the one day will come, please be patient with me =)

aha... one of the coolest thing while i'm studying in UPM is to go out with friends and do jumping shots without eyes starring at me. seriously, i never publicly did jumping shot in Melaka before. Guess in Melaka people are more free, hence more time stop and look and kepo! or maybe in KL, people are weirder so doing jumping shot is just a normal! =P

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my family journal

"My family journal" was the ultimate assignment that kept me busy for the last 2 weeks

28 pages long excluding 2 pages of childhood pics - double spacing - font Verdana - font size 11 - average time spend 1.5 hours per page - focus on childhood - the most enjoyable and meaningful assignment i ever done - like writing a longer version of blog post - obsessed with it - flip through dictionary like crazy - tears were shed as i jotted down my memories! EMO :) - body ached badly after sitting 8 hours straight - forgotten to eat & bathe - squeezed every inch of my brain to construct tons of proper English sentences - check and recheck grammar but I'm sure still got super lots mistakes - eat up 90% of my interest to post in blog - reminded of God's faithfulness in my life - realized there are parts of me never change =) - recalled and analyzed the mistakes of the past was emotional draining - learned that my past is a part of me but I'm not a prisoner of the past - i no longer remember a huge part of my childhood - thankful for the people who played their roles in my life...

no longer larat to continue to write.
a picture speaks a thousand words kan?

----------Spot me? =) the ten years old me - church camp - Fraser's Hill ----------

time flies faster than the jet plane!

aha... another picture =)

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Saturday, September 13, 2008

:)

as usual, I'm so caught up with assignments to do.
i really wish I'm not so particular & detail in my work
but if I'm not, i feel like i didn't give my best =/

dilemma!

upm net has been super crazy.
i have no problem connecting facebook, friendster, all the blogs, msn, blogger and every other website except for GOOGLE, GMAIL and GOOGLE READER!
i didn't realize the importance of GOOGLE, GMAIL and GOOGLE READER until now! hehe...
just like i didn't realized how important my family to me until i went to matriks! =/

just awhile ago, i decided to take midnight walkie walk alone again
just me alone, away from being surrounded by people
just me alone talking to God.
moments of Him and me is like magic.
it never fail to refresh and lift me up.
it's not like i feel like super owl now
i still feel tired and stress but there is also a sense of stillness and being loved.
it's just overwhelmed me
if only, i could discipline myself to spent time with Him
just Him and I :)

I have been listening to You In Me by Juwita Suwita for the last one hour!
Super nice song =D

weird! though i'm tired, i'm not sleepy yet.
another half page of report =P

can't wait to go back Malacca =D

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