Monday, September 25, 2006

Light

I went to FGA as usual. The Paradise team led the worship and preached.

I was excited to see the disco glass ball again. I was admiring the ball and praying.

I asked God to speak to me.

Then, I realized all of us are like the disco glass ball. The ball keeps turning non stop is like our busyness in life. The spotlight is like the Light of God. When the spotlight shines the ball it reflects the light and decorates the entire dark hall. The dark hall is like a place of darkness, without God.

We are always busy with something, trying to achieve something in life. And I realized that if we are busy doing works without God, I'm just the turning disco glass ball without the spotlight. Without the spotlight, the disco glass ball serves no purpose. I need to have the light of God to reflect His glory, love, peace... to make an impact to the world.

God, shine upon me! I want to reflect you! I'm nothing without You.

Finally, is the spotlight shinning on you?

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Saturday, September 23, 2006

Shopping Day!

I went to Mid Valley ber-aim buy
2 pairs of sneakers for sis
Dr. Job magazine.
ballet pumps
sandal
laptop bag

But mana tahu, I bought nothing from my shopping list and sangat terpesong!

*disappointed* <-_->

I bought
a RM4 glass lime grass drink. Yummylicious! The salesgirl asked me to try the spicy hot dog and black pepper hot dog but ended up buying a glass of lime grass drink. The hot dogs were really nice but I tasted it so I didn't buy. Hopefully, the salesgirl was not too keksim. Hah! I lost the receipt and I can't remember the kiosk name.

a RM1 unevenly blended mocha ice-cream but I still enjoyed it. Ice-cream is always great for me.

a RM10 bangles + a pair of un-dangling earrings from isis. Oh my, after so long, finally I bought not so big and un-dangling earrings. I didn't know what colors to choose so I chose the colours that match what I was wearing and I wore it straight away. Hah!

Two for RM23 plain tee for my ever favorite shop, FOS! I tried super hard to think the last time I bought tees outside FOS and I took a long, long time to recall. I simply love FOS. By the way, do you know FOS price their item according to the location?
If you want variety, then go the super big FOS in MV. Belts, jeans, tees, blouse, night gown, broad pants, skirts...
If you want, nice + cheap tee go to The Mines. The Mines has lots of old stocks and still got lots of sizes.
If you want to make your purchase worth, go to Malacca Mahkota Parade FOS. Some of the clothes sold in MP are cheaper than in MV.
I;m saying this through experience, not just simple say okay. :-} *_*
I wore my brand new tee to church that day!

a RM8.90 lunch in Yoshinoya. Did I spell it right? I ordered salmon fish and rice and miso shop. Yummylicious! When my roomie and I took our sit, I told her it was my 2nd time here. And normally, the shop would be packed with human beings. Then, a couple sat beside our table. And the guy who was sitting next to me sat exactly the same thing. His expression, words, hand action... HAHAHA!!!! Talking about coincidence?

Besides that, I also bought back two blisters on my kesian-ed feet.

By the way, I'm piss off with my favorite shoe brand, Vincci! (Almost all my shoes are form Vincci.) Vincci shoes are getting uglier and uglier each season. It's too clowny and colorful and uncomfortable. Vincci seriously need a bunch of new designers. And the price is going up like crazy! Normally, Vincci would be packed like sardine in the weekends but now... *speechless* Maybe I should log a complain to Vincci's manager.

Anyone knows where to buy Dr Job magazine?
And have you seen any nice and reasonable and comfortable ballet pumps and sandal lately?
Please let me know.

It's was an enjoyable stress-free day for me. Shopping is something I will never get tired or bored of doing. Hopefully.

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Friday, September 22, 2006

UNITY

Just came back from Unity Concert in FGA.
It had been a long, long time since the last time I went to concert.
Once again, I realized I’m getting older. Nevertheless, I still enjoyed the worship.

This is my first time enjoying the beauty of the disco glass ball LIVE. (I'm not sure what is the ball called. It's a glass ball that keeps turning and the spotlight will shine on it to reflect the light.)
It's just a ball hanging up but it decorates the whole hall beautifully. It felt like snowing or in the night full of stars. Awesome.

Paradise Community Church's band from Adelaide, Australia played in the concert. It was great to once again worship in concert.

What is worship?
Singing song, clap hands, shout, dance?
It's just a tiny part of worship.

Worship is our lifestyle.(quoted Anna) studying, saying thank you, going to church, obey parents, reading bible and so on. From the very little action to the super 'holy' stuff is an act of worship to God if we surrender to Him.

A pastor once said, the easiest place to be a Christian is in church. I totally agree with him. Like wise when is the easiest place to jump and dance to worship God? I would say in a concert, right?

I used to get all gear up to go for concert. It seemed like it was the only I could really, really worship God. After going a few concerts, I began to wonder "am I worshiping God or the atmosphere?" If I am worshiping God then I can worship God anywhere, anytime. I do not need the 'right' music, the 'right' crowd to worship since God is everywhere.

I thought for a long time the reason I jumped and danced? To feel cool or worshipping? I asked God the reason we jumped in worship. Then, came a music team from US called "One of a Kind". (only the antics from CLA should be able to recall?

"One of a kind" led the worship, preaching and closing. They did everything in the service. They started with worship. We just sang a simple song. After that, the worship leader encouraged us to sing a new song to God. Many spoke in tongues. We kept praying and speaking in tongues for a long time. While the music still going on, the speaker began to speak about worship. He spoke great revelation but in a way I could easily understand. I was deeply encouraged.

Many people had sat down but some of those who sat in front were still standing and worshipping. I was one of them. As we continue to worship, out of a sudden, I felt a bubbling joy from my belly. It felt like it was going to exploit if I didn’t do anything. I tried to suppress the feeling but the more I block it, the stronger the joy was. I couldn't tahan anymore. I had to do something. I MUST! Hence, I jumped like a hyperactive child. I was the only one jumping. I felt so cacat-ed and silly but I couldn't stop. Thank God for friends. After awhile, Anna jumped also. After a while, a girl name, Charlie from the team pulled both of us out and we continued jumping. Awhile more, more people started jumping and dancing. I was really tired and I wanted to stop jumping. However, the moment I stopped, the bubbling joy was just like a balloon being blow and it was like the balloon going to burst! I continued to jump till the service ended. Back home, my whole body was aching terribly. Hahaha… those were the younger day.

I'm glad that I'm able to enjoy worship in that manner. But I'm more thankful for God opened my eyes to the many other ways I can worship Him. God is a God of variety. I'm still learning and discovering how and how to worship Him.

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Thursday, September 21, 2006

God's grace

God's grace is sufficient for you!

I'm back after a short break from blogging. Confirm not a dead link.
I left with 2 assignments only! 7 - 2 = 5 Wawa... I survived 5 assignments. Surely, I can do another 2! *smack head*

Truly, God never fail to show me how faithful He was, is and will. For the past few weeks, I simple felt like giving up, crying all day, crushed to the wall, yelled out loud, slapped everyone I saw, drilled myself into the floor, and lastly sleep and never wakes up. But, guess what, I survived the busy-busy + hectic week very well!

Yesterday, my class supposed to pass up 2 assignments. Before I passed up, I had many negative thought rushing though my mind.

"Is my assignment good enough?"
"Is my design nice enough?"
"Is this what the lecturer wants?"
"Am I doing the right thing?"
Worries, doubts, unease...

When I passed up my kokurikulum CD assignment yesterday, I was worried I did the wrong thing. And I had a feeling the lecturer didn't quite like me. Few weeks ago, He questioned my intention to be a counselor. *insulted* {-_-8}bigger drop of sweat!

"Inilah, yang ni lah saya nak. Cantik!" he said as I handed him my group CD. He even joked with me. Haha... Normally, he like tak hirau me as if I was a piece of glass!

Phew! What a relieved. Praise God. Thank God for helping me through.

Here is how much we spend to produce the CD.
CD-R RM 1.00
Print CD-R RM 5.00
CD-R Case RM 1.00
CD-R Cover RM 1.30
Kokurikulum book RM 9.75
Scan Pictures RM 3.80
Photostat notes RM 6.00
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TOTAL RM 27.85
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Very siao! Waste so much $$$$ + zillion of hours + sleepless night + super lots of effort to get 10 marks. The lecturer better give my group 10 freaking marks.

RM 27.85 + zillion of hours + sleepless night + super lots of effort = 10 marks?

Is it worth it? Hopefully is. At least, I have done my best and I'm super-dupery proud of my group members and myself, of cause.
*Pat on the shoulder*Flappping wings crazily*

Most importantly, once again, I experienced God's grace for me.
Once again, I'm in awe how faithful He is. And God really, really never leave me nor forsake me. Though I walked through dark valleys and I couldn't see Him, all I needed to do was to depend on Him. To keep trusting when everything seemed uncontrolled is TOUGH. I'm still learning...

If God is for you, who can be against you! Amen?

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Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Sunburn

One of my malnutritious underweight course mate came to my room.

After discussing about assignments, I commented that her arms were too thin.

Then, I lifted up my sleeve to compare.

And then,.......

"Sue Ern, what happen to you?" She asked with a terbeliak eyes.
"What? What happen?" I was terkejut. Am I fatter?!?!?!
"Are you sunburn?" She asked innocently.
"Nope!" {-_-*}my sweat frozen into snow.

She glanced at my leg and upper arm and exclaimed in a high pitched voice, "You are DARK compare to last time!"

{-_-**}two drops of frozen sweat.

Should change my blog to
Sunburn Giant Owl?
Grumpy Sunburn Owl?
Grumpy Sunburn Giant Owl?

I should take time to ponder.

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Friday, September 15, 2006

Vivid Dream

Yesterday, I had a very vivid dream.

My course mate and I were in the UPM library. I was talking to a male lecturer with Sultan Brunei's face.

Suddenly, I asked my course mate asked him a very important question.

It was as if the world was interested to hear his answer. At that moment, my heart was pumping desperately FAST! The lecturer took his own sweet time to think.

When he was about to answer RING, RING, RING!!!!

1 message received!

I felt like cekik the person who sent the sms.

Aiyo, after that, I prayed that I'll know the answer.

But the problem is, I forgotten the question too. ll-_-ll <---- Ah Ma

Ish… I must sleep more to meningkat my kebangkalian to dream. Muahaha...

Okay, I better go sleep. ~__~

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Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Choicesss

"Okay, Class. Any question?"

*silence* --------------------------------------------------------------------------

Sounds familiar?


my class is a unique, one of a kind.
"Okay, class. Any question?"
*hands in the air waving crazily*berebut-rebut to ask*bersemangat betul*

Have you been to a class where many students would raise up hand and ask?
If you want to ask questions in my class, you have to be talking fast, think fast! Because there will be beeline (why bee? Why not owline) waiting to ask after your turn!! *tension* This happen EVERYDAY and in every kind of class too. Tak sah kalau tak tanya soalan.

Personally, it's my 1st time being this kinda so 'bersemangat' class. I'm still trying to get used to with their 'energy'.

Today, I had Hubungan Etnik class. As usual, they asked questions and ask more questions. Some even stood up to give a piece of their mind. It went on for the whole 2 hours! By the way, the questions and views they were not bodoh-bodoh kind. We discussed super serious issue such as hak keistimewaan melayu, freedom of religion, the parliament, the division among the races and ...

My lecturer LOVES our class a lot.

"This class is special. I have never met a class like this. Continue to ask question!" he said.

After few questions been asked, my lecturer even said if there were no other questions, we could go back. But mana tahu, my class terlampua bersemangat to continue asking. What to do!

I was surprised at how open minded my course mates were. The Malays were the one who agreed on freedom of religion and to the non-bumi lecturer, we are born into our religion. One very brave Malay girl stood and said hak keistimewaan melaya should demolish to help the Malays to be independent. In her opinion, perlembagaan is man made. Therefore, it can be changed by man too. WAH! What a great statement for her to say. But to the lecturer, we must 'menghayati' our perlembagaan and it cannot be challenge.

I respect this lecturer because he is brave enough to discuss sensitive issue and open enough to discuss with us though he doesn't agree with it. However, I pray that this lecturer may find the truth. Certainly, we are not 'born' into a religion. We have a choice to make. We are a free being with a brain to make the right choices, right?

Hence, are you making the right choices in life?

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Saturday, September 09, 2006

Desperate enuf?

Friday, was my last night in Malacca.

I wanted to make full use of my holiday. So I went to the 'Provoking Revival' in church though I was tired and lazy.

*P.S. : Any idea why it was called 'provoking'? I’m still wondering why 'provoking'.

Anyway, I was looking forward for a touch from God. I wanted more of Him.
Without Him, I couldn't survive anymore.

The speakers were Pastor Miguel Escobar and Pastor Paul Ang.
The words that were often used were DESPERATE and hungry.
DESPERATE!! DESPERATE!! *Proud Proud*

Are you desperate enough for God?
Are you hungry enough?
If yes! Then, do you have time for God?

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Friday, September 08, 2006

Fire drill...

When I was studying in KMJ, constantly there were rumours about fire drill. We got kanchiong dan super exited!
1st time, finally, we would our REAL fire drill. Not like in school where the headmaster would warn us before the 'real' day comes. And normally, in school, fire drill happened about 10am. So predictable! *bosan*

Back to KMJ. One bright sunny mornig, finally, the Bomba with 2 huge truck came to KMJ. Everyone were ready for fire drill. The malays wore tudung to sleep, wherelse the chinese wore track botton. Everyone carried their handphone everywhere they went. Hangphones were always in our pocket even when we were sleepling, just in case.

The 1st night the Bomba arrived, NOTHING happened.

2nd night.

3rd night.

After a week, stil nothing happened. And the Bomba-sss balik also.

Ish... we were excited for NOTHING! *dissappointed* Maybe I was the only one dissapointed, coz the Malays got the Bomba-sss' number. *shake head*

After staying in KC, UPM for about 1 month. One night, the ketua floor shouted, "Baca laluan untuk keluar semasa fire drill di Bulletin Board, okay!"
I just took glimed on the bulletin board and walked away.

Long after that, one night, I was super energetic. For the 1st time in UPM, I could survive till 3.35am. Before I went to bed, I went to the pantry room to washed my tupperware. In the pantry room, it was misty and smokey. I heard lots of foot steps downstairs too.

Kinda freaking but I was too tired to check it out. So, I just prayed as I walked back to my room.

Finally, I was going to sleep. Just after 30 seconds *seriously* I lay down, I heard RING... RING... RING...!!!!!!

Oh my! Fire drill at this time?

Roomie Eliz woke up with the super blur look, "uh?!?! What is that?"
"Fire drill, my dear,"
"what?!" -_-!!


Eliz and I didn't know the route. We just hentam, simply jalan.

We made it without burned!!! *proud of ourselves* The bomba really burned so stuff to make it more real.

When we reached the meeting point, there many girls in their super cute pyjamas and some very sexy too. It was 'eye opening' to see everyone in their sleeping attire. Muahahaha... Some even sempat and dare to carry their bantal busuk and super big teddy bear! *smack head*

"Why are you so awake?" asked sleepy + blur-case Eliz.
"Cause I HAVEN'T SLEEP LAR!!" I was super pissed off!
Eliz was laughing away crazily... -_-//

After that, a few other friends came and ask me the same question.
I was more pissed off and tired.
*Am I that grumpy when I wake up?*insulted*

After the fire drill, we had the Ketua Bomba giving a looooong speech! We pula were too busy trying to sleep.

The fire drill ended at bout 4 something am.
I slept about 2 hours only that day.
I yawned once every 30 seconds during lesson time.
Our class attendance dropped trumedously too, or maybe they kena burned? Not sure.

The next fire drill will be next year. *can't wait*

PS : will be back to UPM tomorrow. Bye bye Melaka...

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Thursday, September 07, 2006

Am I that emo?

Today, I was msn-ing with my innocent-helpful friend.

IHF : So how are you feeling today?
DWO : Oh, don't worry about me. I'm getting help from the psychologist.

*silent*no reply*
I waited and waited for her reply but TAK ADA!!!

Oh my goodness, I was LOL and -____-'''
She must have took me SERIOUSLY!!
I wanted to tell her it supposed to be a joke but I didn't cause I was too busy laughing away... *bad girl*

Hopefully, she'll not be angry with me if she finds out!
HELP ME! *helpless*

By the way, am I that emo?

P.S - After my blog surfing on my friends' and friends' and friends' blog, I discovered MOST blogs I visited have titled one of their past week post 'EMO'. What a coincidence!! Is it a cool thingy to be emo now? muahaha...

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Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Addiction

I'm addicted to
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blogs!

3 years ago, Fin introduced blogss to me.
or should I say, she addicted me to blogsss...
She showed me those super nice, crafty blogs! Who can resist it!?!?!
Since then, I think I have read thousands of blogssss, seriously. *uncountable*

I am one of those or am I the only one who will...

Read the blogsss that you link. And read the blogs that your friends' link and...

Read the from the oldest to the latest post even if it's 4 years

Remember blogss add very well. want to see any kinda blogs? Ask me!

Check out blogsss more than those who own it. Dead link doesn't discourage me from checking too...

Muahaha...I better don't say anymore... *freaking scary*

Blogss are great to keep up with friends since most of them are in a 'donnu' land!
Blogss make the world so tiny.

P.S : I discovered lots of us LOVE Kennysia!! Gerakan Kennysia?

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Tuesday, September 05, 2006

EMO EMO!!!!

Crocedile Hunter, Steve Irwin passed away yeterday. Why him? Why? Why...

Why these emo emo stuff all happen at the same time?

The assignments, presentations, exam... are giving me lots of stress too.

Why can't the lecterers leave us in peace!!

I only have 5 days of holiday. I need REST!

Who am I supposed to tell when almost everyone I know is emo emo?
Who? Who? WHO!!!!

To all my emo emo friends,
Let's emo emo together - gether.
Stay strong for each other!
Hope this pening-pening espisode will be go away...
Go away far far...
*ugly kisses*

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Sunday, September 03, 2006

Life is short

For the past weeks, I felt like giving up all.
Just after I posted 'giving up', I learned a lil more bout life. Now looking back, I should NOT have felt like giving up because of little-little stuff. Life is much more than this!!

Yesterday, I went to 'Kluang Station' (a very nice and affordable high class mamak stall. Now, Malacca got cooler makan place. Heh! *double bangga*) with mom in Tesco.

Belum makan lagi, mom told me her colleague's daughter has bone cancer. I don't know her name, but let's name her Super-Brave-Gal (SBG).

SBG is an 11 years old Malaccan. In just one month, SBG's leg bengkok. Hence, now, she can't walk properly. In school, a boy enjoys kicking her bengkak leg. Another cruel girl pula likes to tease her and imitate SBG walking. How kejam people can be these days... Ish! I felt like going to SBG's class and give her classmates few tumbukssss!!! EEEEE... geramnya! Despite of all the bullying, she still wants to go school. The doctor said, her knee will be amputated. However if her chemotherapy is not working well, her whole maybe amputated. That is not the worst, the doctor is also afraid that the cancer has spread to her organ parts. If it happens, SBG may die dalam masa terdekat. Currently, SBG doesn't know ke-serious-an of her sickness. Though she is very sick, she is looking forward to enjoy another day in school. I'm amazed by her.

Yesterday, I woke up very late.
Before I could fully awake, mom informed, "Terence Khoo's dad passed away of heart failure this morning." *speechless*shocked*stunned*
Though I wasn't close to him, I felt the lost. It's hard to explain until we have gone through ourselves.

Why things happen so sudden these day?

Life is short, play and pray hard. (Pastor Les, 2006)

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Saturday, September 02, 2006

Gardenia

We, the west Malaysian took many stuff for granted.

Before my roomie - specky Eliz went back to Miri,

"So, what are you bring back for you family?" I asked with another intention in mind. (What is she buying for me when she's back? Muahahaha...)
*evil thought*evil laugh*
"6 loaves of Gardenia bread!!!!"
"Gardenia? Miri don't have Gardenia uh? High Five? Mighty White?"
"Nope!"
"WHAT! PATHETIC! Is your house in the jungle?"
"NO. *smack head* The whole east Malaysian will never tasted how nice is Gardenia unless they come to west Malaysia, OKAY!"
"Okay, dokay. Is Gardenia like gold over there?"
"Yayayayaya..."
-_-''' *3 drops of cold sweats*

We, the west Malaysians are spoilt brats!

In Miri, they only have the no calcium, no vitamin, no mineral and super-light bread where over here, we only can get it from some Indian grocery shop. (Eliz, what is the bread called uh?)

Besides bread, there are many, many other stuff we, the west Malaysian took for granted. (Hopefully, specky Elizbeth can elaborate more in the comment).

Thus, the next time, if you have friends from west Malaysian come to your hometown to visit, just 'belanja' them GARDENIA. Elizbeth, hor?

Gardenia the west Malaysia specialty... *bangga*

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Friday, September 01, 2006

tag #2

To prove my obedience, I have decided to fufill my lebih-lebih 'duty'!

Name 20 persons you can think of and tag another 5 persons to do this pointless waste of time survey.

1. smarty cat anna
2. arty fin
3. english nerd joy
4. specky elizbeth
5. gila-gila davin
6. cutie joyie
7. goody jien
8. pingpong pin yuen
9. joyful joyce
10.uncle jo
11.sleepy head kai
12.lovely van
13.esprite mcanne
14.busy mommy
15.super busy dad
16.genuis sue lyn
17.sampat shi en
18.famous han siang
19.sweet hwei sue
20.long hair john

1. how did u meet #14 (busy mommy)?
haha... don't need to meet.

2. what would you do if you hadn't met #1(smarty cat anna)?
i don't know what i'll be or do. mayb commit suicide too... hahah!

3. what would you do if #20(long hair john) and #9(joyful joyce) dated?
haha... *pengsan* *speechless* never! but they hv meet each other. and joyful joyce asked bout long hair john before. ahem... coincidence. J + J = ??

4. would #6(cutie joyie) and #17(sampat shi en) make a good couple?
cutie + sampat = ?? never! i won't allow it! hahaha...

5. describe #3(english nerd joy)
SELAMBA

6. do you think #8(pingpong pin yuen) is attractive?
yap, in her own unique way

7. tell me sumthin about #7(goody jien)
oh my, y is goody jien?!?! -_0 jien is my bro. he's taller n heavier n smarter than me. he is a goody boy but he rarely cleans his toe nails!!! he loves to use my nail buffer till rosak. *smack head*

8. do you know anythin bout #12(lovely van)'s family?
ya... related with cars. hahaha *sorry, lame* long time didn't see them. 12 go c their house again!!

9. what is #1(smarty cat anna)'s favourite?
i'm not as perasan as her. her fave is potato n cats!! *bingo bingo* but i'll b lying if i dun include myself. hahaha...

10. what will you do if #11(sleapy head kai) confesses that he/she likes you?
*pengsan* *say no evil, hear no evil*

11. what language does #15(super busy dad) speak?
english and BM

12. who is #9(joyful joyce) going out with?
nobody i guess

13. how old is #16(genuis sue lyn)?
just turn 19 last month

14. when is the last time you talk to #13(esprite mcanne)?
the last time i was bac in mlk, so long time d.

15. who is #2(arty fin)'s favourite singer?
uh.. c her friendster lar then u'll know.

16. would you date #4(specky elizbeth)?
of coz i'll!!! haha... my lovely romantic roomate! *i hope she reads this*

17. would you date #7(goody jien)?
date? erm... sure if he wants to. hahaha...

18. what is #10(uncle jo) 's last name?
of all the people, i don't know his only.

19. would you consider being in a relationship with #19(sweet hwei sue)?
of coz if lesbian is not a sin! *psycho*

20. what school did #17(sampat shi en) go to?
i don't know the name. ops sorry.

21. where does #6(cutie joyie) live?
living in uum campus

22. what is your favourite thing about #5(gila-gila davin)?
being gila i guess

23. what do you think about #13(esprite mcanne)?
loves esprite and hopefully me too. haha...

24. what do #4(specky elizbeth) and #18(famous han siang) have in common?
hahaha... they have the same kinda speck. this is so coincidence. i just mention to FHS, he has the same spec as SE. Dey have a very unique speck!!

25. what special qualities does #5(gila-gila davin) hold in your life?
being friendly and being frank...

i want to tag
kennysia
karencheng
dooce
minishorts
desperate addict
haha...

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