1st blood donation

Recently, I discovered I need to always doing new stuff...
Routine work make me tak bersemangat!!
New stuff excites me to the MAX!!

MY DREAM2DONATE BLOOD!!

Since I was eligible to donate, I yearned to donate blood.

I waited for like 1.5 years to donate blood cause I wanted friends to teman me but it always ended up tak jadi!
I was piss off and couldn't tahan already!!
I MUST DO IT THIS TIME!

So, finally, I brave enough to donate blood alone!

Before donating, must fill in lotsa forms and I hate to fill in forms cause I always fill wrongly!

After that, must weight! Must be at least 45kg to donate.
*for the 1st time, I'm so glad my weight is above 45kg*
Of coz, I passed the 1st procedure wothout any problem! *ter-over passed*

Then, test blood type. It was like stapling my finger.

Gosh... almost cried!! He then, squeezed my finger for blood to flow out! Wah seh.....

After the pain and tears, check blood pressure and some other stuff.
AND I LAYAK TO DONATE BLOOD!
Proud of myself. hehehe...
Then, the part I was dreaming of - DONATE BLOOD!!

When the nurse took out the needle, I almost want to back off. SO big and scary!
My vein expanded so BIG!!! Eww....

freaking scary

taken after 4 hours.

see, still very bengkak!

But surprisingly not pain at all., like biasa only.
But I could see blood flowing out... ish! geli...

Anyway, it's for a good cause!! =)
May God bless those who need my precious blood! =>

Then, after donating, got free food!

Though I didn't feel like eating, they kinda force me too.
Felt a bit dizzy but still healthy!

And I took back few stuff as cenderahati =)

Seriously, I can't wait for the next time to donate!

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God is good?

Tell me if you can prove God the almighty is not good.

Wow... God just can’t stop to amaze me from time to time.
How bless am I to know Him!! Love Him lots...

For the past few days, I have been discouraged and lost.
I felt counseling was not useful. Counseling was not as amazing as I thought. I felt so down and lousy. I thought of my job prospect. I felt not motivated at all.

Then this morning as I spent some time with God, I decided to change my desktop background. I just simply picked one.
Then, as I observed closely it says,
"To man belong the plans of the heart, but from the Lord comes the reply of the tongue. All a man’s ways seem innocent to him, but motives are weighed by the Lord. Commit to the Lord whatever you do and you plans will succeed. Proverbs 16:1-3"

I felt so excited! God is so cute and funny in the way He encouraged me. hehe...
Love Him more daily.

Then, I continued to look around the verses and I discover Proverbs says a lot about the tongue.

"the mouth of the righteous is a fountain of life...
"wisdom is found on the lips of the discerning...
"the tongue of the righteous is choice silver...
"the lips of the righteous nourish many...
"the mouth of the righteous brings forth wisdom...
"...but the speech of the upright rescues them.
"from the fruit of his lips a man is filled with good things as surely as the work of his hands rewards him.”
"...but the tongue of the wise bring healing."
"truthful lips endure forever…"
"...but a kind word cheers him up."
"the lips of the wise spread knowledge.."

And finally,
"The tongue that brings healing is a tree of life, but a deceitful tongue crushes the spirit. Proverbs 1:4"

God really knows how to comfort me. I just need to depend on Him and stand right before Him.

O God, give me the tongue that brings healing. This is my desire...

And by the way, I discovered something interesting too.
"A man finds joy in giving an apt reply- and how good is a timely word! Proverbs 15:23"

Just ask any counseling student, what a joy to be able to give an apt, accurate reply!
Wa... God really knows everything!!!
How can I not love Him more each day!!

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10 weird stuff bout me!!

i take super super long to reply tags. It's not that I don't want too but... You know, so busy!! BUSY!! busy with real stuff...

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. (anyone still reading my blog? just tag yourself okay? *pathetic, i know*) No tagbacks!

I super duper like to eat the stinky and geli food called “cencalok” and “belacan”
*if you never heard or tasted cencalok, then just take a fresh prawn and rub at you feet. Then just lick your feet. It tastes something like that! Muahaha…*

I like people who don’t look like who they are.
Example, I like Chinese who don’t look like Chinese.
Another example, I like Chinese who don’t look like Chinese who can speak Chinese Language but is Chinese and can speak Chinese Language.
Muahaha… Erm… Understand?
Hope you can understand. I’m complicated.
Conclusion, I like people who are different than their cover.

I like walking alone in a new and busy place. I like to discover and enjoy the busyness of the place yet still being alone. When I am alone, I can do anything. Any crazy stuff and take my own sweet time. It a time I release all my tension and stress. The next time, if you see me wondering alone in anywhere, please ignore me. Hehe… I’m not crazy.

I like buying present paper and cards. I can’t buy enough of them. Buy and give away since I don’t know where to keep them. I could use hours just to choose a few cards. So if you don’t know what to buy for me, please buy for me present paper and cards. The more the better. hehe…..

Everyday, I must eat rice. Rice, rice, rice… My favourite food is RICE! Rice makes me happy. No matter how much of bread, burger, french fries, and other non Malaysian food, I will not feel full and satisfied. I need rice to survive. I despise BREAD! My brother loves bread and I dislike bread; I love rice while my brother dislikes rice. Hehe… complicated!

I like playing with kids. Being with kids teach me to be care-free and stress-free. I want to own kids from all races, if only I could kidnap some of them. Hehehe…

When I am stressful, I like to cut my hair and wax!!! Many times I was forced to clip up my fringe/bangs for weeks because I cut it too short. Haha…See, my hair so long now because lately I’m not so stress. If not, I will cut it real short. The shorter my hair is, the more stress I am. Muahaha…

I can and need and want to eat a lot of food. With the right people, right place, and of cause right food, I can eat tons of food. *Right food means the food that worth the weight I will gain. Hehe…* I’m a true Malaysian. Time is not a factor to me. At times, I felt like I am wasting the food since I need to eat so much. Food vacuum is what I call myself, sometimes.

I like efficient and accurate SMS senders. I like and respect people who still have manners in sms. Where is your thank you or hey? And I like people who faithfully reply my not so important SMS. It doesn’t matter how long she/he takes to sent but at least got send. I like senders who don’t waste space in SMS, use to the MAX. hehe… Therefore, I hate short-short SMS that I cannot understand a thing. People expect me to grow antenna and read their mind frequency is it? Another thing I can’t stand is when I asked many questions and the reply is yes/okay only. Wah…*Kaboom* I hate to get those SMS. Yes what? Okay what? Ish… SO, are you one of those SMS senders who I like? Hehehe…

I hate to dream I am running. If I am running in my dream, I felt super exhausted when I wake up. It is as if I just went for a marathon. Sleep while dream of exercising equals no sleep. I hate when I dream of myself exercising. So tiring… Anyone of you experience like me?

the end!

so are you weirder than me?

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