giving up

often, I feel like giving up.
giving up all...
stop being who I want myself to be.
just stop being anybody.

it's too difficult.
i'm tired of living.
tired of studying, eating, helping, and even sleeping...
simply too tired!

many times, i live just for the sake of people around me.
simply just don't want to care about my life.
i don't want to die yet don't want to live
living is not easy...

but just thinking bout the people i love keeps me going
many times, i survived because of them
i do not know what i would be without them
many times, i live for just for their sake

pushing forward is my only choice, i guess.